Tuesday, May 16, 2006 // 6:52 PM
hi blog yesterday was a bad day i mean sometimes i feel that life sucks . i feel that my friends treat me like dirt lor when they wanna borrow stuff rite , they treat you very nice lor then when they dun need you they dun even bother to say hi lor that why i was so upsad then later when they short of one person to go k box with they go find you cause you have the card for discount i mean wat kinda friend is this lor because of this i was so upset but what can i do i mean , i am not different from them rite, i am still human but i realise that nobody really comes to bother and i dun have many real friends lor and in church is like i dun even mix with the youth, i guess they think i am werid lor i mean the last youth song practise, my worship leader dun even noe that i am there i was so hurt not by the leader but by wat people around me are doing lor. i even thought of quiting my favourite thing to do in church, being back up singer in church i mean it is such a small role but i really enjoy my job lor .i guess i will talk untill here ok thanks blog
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