Friday, December 26, 2008 // 4:54 AM
oh well people i have not blog for a long time, as for hong kong trip, i had upload the photos in my facebook account, guys go check it out.
yesterday was le grande, both exciting and torturous, exciting cause i wanted to see the turn out, torturous cause i had to serve at the bar.i realise that i would have failed if dad was not there, and i was not ready to be independant,sometimes i wanna do things my way without help, i want to prove my worth of being able to do things without people helping me, alas i failed. i shall come back stronger.
i met some new people and some old people.there were 6 that accepted christ in the end and 2 that wanted to attend our cells. That good news to me. After Le grande, i went to meet chun heng, the great himbo, have not met him for like 4 years to have a serious talk la, cause when we were younger we would seat beside each other and fight, he would sing songs all the time to torture me and of course i would poke him.so was catching up with him and another guys.Now chun heng is going into ACJC and calling himself a himbo.
anyway i know i have not been updating, just did not feel like it oh well i wanna quickly finish up my profile
oh by the way, i would be a ugly duckling for sometimes, cause my contact lens expire DAMN IT
TOodles
Rachel
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Monday, December 08, 2008 // 1:38 AM
hey peeps,
i will be flying off soon, like 4 am today.
sometimes i just wonder like am i trying too hard to get communicate with people. the thoughts bout this just makes me upset la.Have you tried so hard to be there for someone, and sometimes you try so hard, but ultimately it does not work. I feel tired, i am not there for people to call me when they need me and throw me aside when they don't. Thoughts just keep running in my head.I think i need to keep calm and talk things over. alright anyway for all you people out there, don't call me from the 8 to 17 dec. anything , e-mail me at mystery_metamorphing@hotmail.com
sometimes, you seem so near, yet you are like so far at other time
TOodles
Rachel
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