Monday, September 25, 2006 // 11:51 PM
hi blog
ok i noe i have not blog for long well anyway i will tell you bout wat happened during my last week it was a bad week for me as my friends keep ingoring me over a project
my friends
well after that week my friends keep ignoring me cause i did not go for my project as i chose it over my vocal training i noe that they have every rite to be angry but i did wat i had to beside seeing them living without me is better maybe just maybe i should leave them i mean that kinda hurt that i get all the ignorance they think it is a form of punishment but the hurt i get can never be compare with that i dun expect anything to happenas i noe nothing is going to change but for wat i noe all i can say is i am sorry i hope they will forgive me
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Sunday, September 03, 2006 // 12:31 AM
hi blog
today i am covering two points
my brithday
my birthday sucks on the actual day i hated it cause first beet made me super piss of by coming late then later we take neoprint cause i promisse her that and later surpose to watch love wercek ( i think like that spell one) but she dun wanna watch so sianz la but i the end she bought me a tortise from mini toons and guess wat i name it . i name it Shin , i thought it is a japanese name so i like it that was wat i was only happy bout
the next day on september 1st i went for cell and guess wat my cell remember my birthday although no cake but everyone sang happy birthday to me i was so happy la i love my cell ( east zone cell) i think it was lionel that remember and remind everyone but i am still happy
on sept 2nd i went out with my mentor , sharon cool rite then we go watch movie , love werck ( i think like that spell one) man am i lucky to have her as my mentor ok that all for my first point
second point
chinese service worship leading
today before i went out with sharon i was at home and i came to think bout the worship leading in chinese went ithought bout that , i remember i ask my mum how was the worship and she told me that everyone like it especially matthias wong 's grandma
when i thought bout that i dawn a upon me that if my maternal grandpa and maternal gandma are still alive how great and proud would they have been to see me their granddaughter song leading up there when i thought bout that my tears started rolling down and then i realise all the childish yet meaningful promisses i have made with them and how am i gonna fullil it when they are gone i still remember promissing my maternal grand pa that i will give him a part of my salary when i start working and i still remember my maternal grand ma cooking standards that my dad sfter many years still cannot achieve and when times i got sick she would always be with me and when i wanna go out my maternal grandad would bring me out and the times when i was a little girl and could not go to bed early (well nothing has changed since then) i still need my maternal grand ma to pat me to sleep those were the time i really love . after that i cried and i realise i miss them although they have been gone for two years , they are still in my heart somewhere inside of me after thinking so much i have decied to accompany my real ah ma when she need someone there , although i am not as close to her as my maternal grand pa and maternal grandma she is still my grand ma and i hope that evryone that has grandparents would treassure then cause you never noe how much these people mean to you untill they are gone
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