What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.
You attract artsy people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
You attract Yuppies!
You attract models!
What type of person do you attract? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i lazy to do quizzes le

TOodles
Rachel

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I AM NOT GONNA BE NICE AND BUBBLY ANYMORE. TITUS IS RIGHT, I AM TOO NOISY SO I SHALL JUST BE QUIETER


TOodles
Rachy

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LEONA LEWIS AND ALEXANDRA BURKE are the most awesome singers, and i wanna sing like them

ok that was a side note. main point is that, i feel i need to brush up on my Cantonese. Even though i am a teochew i dun feel anything like a teochew, i can't even speak teochew. oh well i feel more like a cantonese, when i hear people speak, i know what they are talking, when i eat cantonese food, i feel at home.it just has a sense of endearment to me cause my grandparents speak cantonese and brought me up speaking it too.But now that they have left i dun really use it and therefore i forgot really how to speak.So when i look at my uncles ad aunties, i am like:" wow they can speak dang well wish i was like them". Haha overall this calls for a cantonese nanny. Or maybe i should just move to hong kong. oh well

anyway check this out


Chun heng is right, she is awesome and so is leona lewis. this is such a awesome song


TOodles
Rachel

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well the controversy of whether i am mixed blood or not has been around all the time. Oh well it happen...

my mum and I were sitting at the airport in Malaysia, going to some where, it was one of the church trips.Suddenly she said i was partially Malay, cause my grandmother's grandmother is malay, so that was 6 generations ago.At first i was quite upset cause i thought being pure blood was cool, but after that i thought being mixed blood was better.

Today during CNY at ah ma's house. Grandma will tell Grandmother's story. then the story twist and it did not make sense as there were no teochew Baabaa, cause noya were honkien only and they did not speak dialect.

Now i am abit confuse,so am i mixed blood or not

TOodles
Rachel

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dang yo,

haha well monday was kinda nervous, cause i was collecting results, on my way back to school everytime someone will ask me bout my results and make me more nervous.but in the end my score is not ver pretty but in the end i am thinking of goning jc so well wish me luck

TOodles
Rachel

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suddenly you are not there anymore, i somehow feel so left out. i feel like i have no life.I can't go with people, no one really bothers.they all have their little world, am i. belong no where.I dun feel like someone. i just think about people around me and they have somewhere where they go, they have people to hang out with. i don't.

am i plunging back to the dark days i used to have when i was 13 and 14. where i saw no one to rely on. where i was bleeding both inside out . where i could not see where i was going. i don't wanna go back there. yet i feel like i am still going there. I am scared, i just fear so much, all this years i have been on my own, time to time lean on someone yet i am still on my own. i just have to keep walking.

anyway those people usually dun read what i write so i dun care bout this shit la. i just feel so lonely in church

TOodles
Rachel

Labels: church

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oh well hols have been great for me, however i still have not found the life fullfilling experience i want, however i have got to know people better, got to make more new friends whom i dun really talk to. know others secret and to enjoy myself being with them.

oh well so myy hols where quite good like from our disbanded cell stayover to le grande and meeting chun heng to stayovers at julian place and with dione staying over and to celebrating raina's birthday to new cell outting watch night service and a bunch of them camping at my place, playing wii and sleeping late. going out soon with si ying and chin leong to the zoo, will blog bout that.

oh well i still want an adventure in life like going overseas with a few good friends exploring different things of different culture.Maybe i should do something nice like spend my time contributing to society, speaking of which , maybe i should go donate blood, kinda afraid of the needles too. anyway so far my life has been great cause of the people all around me telling me things giving me chances and allowing me to learn from them

Thanks

TOodle
Rachel

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sometimes i feel like my blog is like so dull, even my life is dull. since i am bored, so bored and dull, i shall, COUNT MY BLESSINGS

ok all this things i wanna thank god, cause without him i won't be here to thank him
I WANNA THANK GOD THAT
1.i am alive and kicking
2.i have turn 16( after waiting for 16 year, finally)
3.i have the chance to study
4.i am able to eat
5.i have food to eat
6.i am able to do my daily activities without being disturb( aside from raina disturbing me)
7.i have a roof over my head
8.i have a bed to sleep in
9. i have a toilet to do my business in
10.i have clean water to use
11.i have nice and good clothes to wear
12.i have great hair products to use
13.i have great parents that feed me and make fat
14.i have a annoying little sis
15.i have great friend around it
16.i have great church mates
17.i have a place to worship god
18.i can worship god freely
19.i am living in a great and safe place
20.i talk for days freely and no one stops me
21.i crap, dance and sing as and when i wanna
22.i have a mouth to scream, shout and yell my head off
23.i great public transport
24.my parents have a car to drive us around
25.i know the lord god
26.i know where i would be after i die
27.i know i can depend on god always
28.i know that i have really good friends that i can hang out with
29.i have a cell to go to
30.i have times to go out and enjoy myself
31.i have hands and legs to walk and to do things myself
32.i have enough money to shop, change my hair colour and perm it
33.i am not disabled and able to move about
34.i can cook pasta
35.i have mp3, handphones and other electronic gadgets
36.i have weird cousins that i enjoy to be with
37.i have TV characters to yell at
38. i am able to dance and party till morning
39.i am able to have a proper life
40. i do not have my airport being close down
41. i can go overseas safely
42.i can play WII and laugh all day
43.i ride a bike
44.i have great friends to be with
45.i have people to do crazy things with
46.i always have challenges ahead of me
47.i have people to argue with
48.i get to count down at a soya bean stall with a crazy bunch of people
49.i have 150 dollars for my eagles awards
50.this is the 50th point of counting my blessings and i survived it


sorry for not posting anything, i just could not think of anymore things


P.S happy new year everyone=D

TOodles
Rachel

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What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.
You attract artsy people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
You attract Yuppies!
You attract models!
What type of person do you attract? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i lazy to do quizzes le

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

I AM NOT GONNA BE NICE AND BUBBLY ANYMORE. TITUS IS RIGHT, I AM TOO NOISY SO I SHALL JUST BE QUIETER


TOodles
Rachy
-------------

LEONA LEWIS AND ALEXANDRA BURKE are the most awesome singers, and i wanna sing like them

ok that was a side note. main point is that, i feel i need to brush up on my Cantonese. Even though i am a teochew i dun feel anything like a teochew, i can't even speak teochew. oh well i feel more like a cantonese, when i hear people speak, i know what they are talking, when i eat cantonese food, i feel at home.it just has a sense of endearment to me cause my grandparents speak cantonese and brought me up speaking it too.But now that they have left i dun really use it and therefore i forgot really how to speak.So when i look at my uncles ad aunties, i am like:" wow they can speak dang well wish i was like them". Haha overall this calls for a cantonese nanny. Or maybe i should just move to hong kong. oh well

anyway check this out


Chun heng is right, she is awesome and so is leona lewis. this is such a awesome song


TOodles
Rachel
-------------

well the controversy of whether i am mixed blood or not has been around all the time. Oh well it happen...

my mum and I were sitting at the airport in Malaysia, going to some where, it was one of the church trips.Suddenly she said i was partially Malay, cause my grandmother's grandmother is malay, so that was 6 generations ago.At first i was quite upset cause i thought being pure blood was cool, but after that i thought being mixed blood was better.

Today during CNY at ah ma's house. Grandma will tell Grandmother's story. then the story twist and it did not make sense as there were no teochew Baabaa, cause noya were honkien only and they did not speak dialect.

Now i am abit confuse,so am i mixed blood or not

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

dang yo,

haha well monday was kinda nervous, cause i was collecting results, on my way back to school everytime someone will ask me bout my results and make me more nervous.but in the end my score is not ver pretty but in the end i am thinking of goning jc so well wish me luck

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

suddenly you are not there anymore, i somehow feel so left out. i feel like i have no life.I can't go with people, no one really bothers.they all have their little world, am i. belong no where.I dun feel like someone. i just think about people around me and they have somewhere where they go, they have people to hang out with. i don't.

am i plunging back to the dark days i used to have when i was 13 and 14. where i saw no one to rely on. where i was bleeding both inside out . where i could not see where i was going. i don't wanna go back there. yet i feel like i am still going there. I am scared, i just fear so much, all this years i have been on my own, time to time lean on someone yet i am still on my own. i just have to keep walking.

anyway those people usually dun read what i write so i dun care bout this shit la. i just feel so lonely in church

TOodles
Rachel

Labels: church

-------------

oh well hols have been great for me, however i still have not found the life fullfilling experience i want, however i have got to know people better, got to make more new friends whom i dun really talk to. know others secret and to enjoy myself being with them.

oh well so myy hols where quite good like from our disbanded cell stayover to le grande and meeting chun heng to stayovers at julian place and with dione staying over and to celebrating raina's birthday to new cell outting watch night service and a bunch of them camping at my place, playing wii and sleeping late. going out soon with si ying and chin leong to the zoo, will blog bout that.

oh well i still want an adventure in life like going overseas with a few good friends exploring different things of different culture.Maybe i should do something nice like spend my time contributing to society, speaking of which , maybe i should go donate blood, kinda afraid of the needles too. anyway so far my life has been great cause of the people all around me telling me things giving me chances and allowing me to learn from them

Thanks

TOodle
Rachel
-------------

sometimes i feel like my blog is like so dull, even my life is dull. since i am bored, so bored and dull, i shall, COUNT MY BLESSINGS

ok all this things i wanna thank god, cause without him i won't be here to thank him
I WANNA THANK GOD THAT
1.i am alive and kicking
2.i have turn 16( after waiting for 16 year, finally)
3.i have the chance to study
4.i am able to eat
5.i have food to eat
6.i am able to do my daily activities without being disturb( aside from raina disturbing me)
7.i have a roof over my head
8.i have a bed to sleep in
9. i have a toilet to do my business in
10.i have clean water to use
11.i have nice and good clothes to wear
12.i have great hair products to use
13.i have great parents that feed me and make fat
14.i have a annoying little sis
15.i have great friend around it
16.i have great church mates
17.i have a place to worship god
18.i can worship god freely
19.i am living in a great and safe place
20.i talk for days freely and no one stops me
21.i crap, dance and sing as and when i wanna
22.i have a mouth to scream, shout and yell my head off
23.i great public transport
24.my parents have a car to drive us around
25.i know the lord god
26.i know where i would be after i die
27.i know i can depend on god always
28.i know that i have really good friends that i can hang out with
29.i have a cell to go to
30.i have times to go out and enjoy myself
31.i have hands and legs to walk and to do things myself
32.i have enough money to shop, change my hair colour and perm it
33.i am not disabled and able to move about
34.i can cook pasta
35.i have mp3, handphones and other electronic gadgets
36.i have weird cousins that i enjoy to be with
37.i have TV characters to yell at
38. i am able to dance and party till morning
39.i am able to have a proper life
40. i do not have my airport being close down
41. i can go overseas safely
42.i can play WII and laugh all day
43.i ride a bike
44.i have great friends to be with
45.i have people to do crazy things with
46.i always have challenges ahead of me
47.i have people to argue with
48.i get to count down at a soya bean stall with a crazy bunch of people
49.i have 150 dollars for my eagles awards
50.this is the 50th point of counting my blessings and i survived it


sorry for not posting anything, i just could not think of anymore things


P.S happy new year everyone=D

TOodles
Rachel
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Rachel
I am a little bit of everything, I am never in balance because I desire for the extreme choices all the time.I go along with my mood and do what I want to do. I cry when I am upset, scream when I am pissed, basically my emotions rule over my mood and my reactions, I maybe loud and crazy but I am not good with people and I sometimes hurt them. Even though I maybe blunt and crazy now. One thing is for sure, I am keep changing. -That's me

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