Friday, August 31, 2007 // 1:03 AM
hi bloggie
now is my birthday today haha
really happy
there will be tons of things happening of my brithday
teachers day and stuff like that
haha i really happy bout it
anyway the holiday homework
is like really a big ton
i dun wanna do homework
i hate it la
anyway that all
Toodles
Rachel
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Saturday, August 25, 2007 // 1:58 AM
hi bloggie
wah recently been really busy with A maths
i really really hate A maths
wah it is most probably the worst thing to study
oh gosh save me someone
recently life is a blur
i am just couting down the day to my birthday and some other stuff
quite sad though but that is the true fact
well i just gonna let it pass me
anyway i wanna sleep liao ok
Toodles
Rachel
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Monday, August 20, 2007 // 3:39 PM
hi bloggie
i was really upset yesterday
anyway i went for the rehersal yesterday
i actually went there as a audience stand in(that wat nelson calls it)
i was really upset yesterday
anyway i went for the rehersal yesterday
i actually went there as a audience stand in(that wat nelson calls it)
then justin started calling me big foot
cause i wear men size 10
then his feet smaller so he jealous lor
haha
in the end i had to perform with the little kids to stand in for the primary 6 girls
they had their prelims
all the best
anyway then the first time i went up i dun even noe what i am suppose to do
so i just stand there and do wat i do best
laughing-_-'''
ok i think i made a fool outta myself
but it was all for a good cause la
making everyone laugh
in the end i had to perform with the little kids to stand in for the primary 6 girls
they had their prelims
all the best
anyway then the first time i went up i dun even noe what i am suppose to do
so i just stand there and do wat i do best
laughing-_-'''
ok i think i made a fool outta myself
but it was all for a good cause la
making everyone laugh
me and raina (my sis)
me and dione
me and arisa and sherry younger sister
me in the angel wings haha trying to act cute la
no bad comments ok
then later had quarrel with my mum
she wants to go back to watch the national day rally speech
but i wanted to stay back with the youth to see if they are going for dinner togethere
then in the end i was upset with her
i seriously dun wanna be like her when i am older
i am really scared i will be like her
i dun want to make my kids suffer next time
and hear them tell me that they dun like me
and saying that i am the bad guy in their life
i am sop afraid to have kids because of this problem
i just dun wanna end up like my mum
i think i have all to say bout my sunday anyway will upload the photos taken with the kids
when i edit this post ok
toodles
Rachel
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Saturday, August 18, 2007 // 11:44 PM
hey bloggie
haha
recently busy with the coucillor investiture
i think it is like the lamest thing on earth
i just dun like it
anyway after the investiture practise today
went out with the girls
we went LJS haha make a fool outta myself there
then later CPC marcus ask me wanna go LAN shop
i was like yay
then later i told him that i was in school uni
then i just realise that LAN shop cannot go in in school uni
sianz
quite sad lor
anyway here is something for guy
e: Guys,Realize that the girl holding onto u isperfect in her own special way.
The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.
Always remember that.She can always get up and walk away,getting someone else who can love hermore.
For all you know, there is someone outthere wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her.
There might also be someone out there.who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now.Fulfill her every need and love her asmuch as she loves you.
Understand that.
Imagine this, guys.When you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
And then you run back to her.
And u do the same.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?
She loves you not because you are goodlooking, have money, buy her things,make her parents happy, or that you have a car.
She loves you for who you are.Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.
Guys, cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.
anyone who finds my advice good
,ust buy me lunch ok
anyway tomorrow is like combine then a bit sianz la
then recently mr chua talk to me bout my Amaths
sad i just dunnoe who to do my Amaths
haix anyone wanna help me
toodles
Rachel
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Monday, August 13, 2007 // 9:40 PM
hi bloggie
well thing have clear up
my problem are solve
i am super happy
anyway sunday had tapestry lunch
then i ordered fish and chips with amanda
then lionel was beaming all the way
cause there were tons of girls beside him including me
why?
cause girls can't eat that much and lionel can help to eat more mah
so he was beaming all the way with all the extra food
haha
then he was suaning me
well i ask too much questions too
then later when for play DOTA with all of them
wah i was the lousiest
then rennee(i think it is spell like that one) was super good
and yes i got own like 6 times i thing
2 was by slayer(rennee) and 4 times by SA(nathan)
wah not fair la own me so many times
hmp gonna train untill i super good then nathan's SA can die
MUHAHAHA
yay revenge is mine
haha then later went out for dinner
and when home
gosh the bus 14 was darn long la hate it
anyway got home
then on saturday went IMM with my parents
happy=D
went to BYSI to buy a black top
yes black is my favourite colour
i am a black girl
then went new blance shop to get a top
then after getting the top
waited for my parents to shop for shoes
me in the shop acting like a slut haha
yup my bitchy side of me
but overall i am a GOOD GIRL
anyway that all for today
toodles
Rachy
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Saturday, August 11, 2007 // 11:27 AM
hi bloggie
actually i have no idea wat to blog bout lor
i hate that kinda feeling
recently have been quite upset bout certain thing
i just hate the feeling of losing
i hate it when you told me how you felt
my wound will never heal already
the hole in my heart is really big
now all i want is to spend the rest of my time left with you
the time spend will become memory
and my heart will be frozen
to wait for my master return
man this sounds like a poem but that how i feel
i really hope something good will come out of this
my angel will be there for me won't he?
i guess that all
i really really really miss tapestry la
oh my THE BAND is really something i love
miss it alot
anyway exams are coming gotta study
toodles
Rachel
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Saturday, August 04, 2007 // 10:39 PM
hi blog
yesterday went out with friends
and got jerry a birthday present haha
can't wait for tomorrow going east coast park
love it
anyway today had some chinese service function
at my house then sat down and talk to ben
the let jerry try the uzap at home
i wonder wat mum will say
check this stuff out ok
credits to MICHELLE
complete the sentence.
i am not :zi lian
i am: normal,lesbian(maybe),loved
i hurt:people(i think), myself,unintenionally people that love me
i love: me myself and i,everyone
i hate : evrything and anything that needs to be hated
i fear: being alone,pains,scarry movies
i hope: to be love
i play :games and games and music
i cry : when i am hurt by people
i care: for people who care
i wish: to be able to love forever
i always :breathe
i sing: evanscenes my immortal
i dance: to the beat of my heart
i search: for the real me
i learn: loads from different people
i feel: hot...
i know:wat i need
i succeed: after a few times of failling
i fail: then i succeed
i dream: future dreams
i sleep: like a log
i wonder:how will my life be next time
i need: love love and more love and to be skinny
i want:to learn how to be a assasin
i worry: bout myself and people who i love
i have: a contented life now
i fight: for my rights and for the unreasonable
i wait: for the bus... and when the time is right...and to be 18
i think: i am a leszy...not
i can't help the fact that:i am too young
i stay: alive with a frozen heart
anyway let me noe your answer ok
love to see it
that all mum is nagging already
love you people
Love
Rachel
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