Tuesday, July 25, 2006 // 10:39 PM
hi blog, i got some bad news lor so upset well remeber my last post. i did not do too well with my progress and in the end i still have that problem i am still thinking that way and the tapestry made a big impact on my thinking cause i relly envy the people that when for tapestry. i like to perform in a group (band) i dun mind but this time i was not pick for tapestry. so i question the lord after doing so much for him like turning up for song practise and other things like servering him in many other way so i was quite upset i guess that all i can say untill now
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Sunday, July 16, 2006 // 10:31 PM
well blog i was convicing myself that many people hate me for who i am , when i told my father talk to me bout this problem and told me to think bout this when i heard that i really thought bout it and i realise that bacause of all this thinking i change alot and turn into someone everyone hates i enjoy isolating myself from the crowd and enjoy seeing myself being isolated from people , being hurt and being miserable i hate that life so anyone wanna show me the way to the right path that wat i need anyone help me pls?
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Friday, July 07, 2006 // 11:05 PM
hi blog ok yay it is friday lol but today got moe excel fest but we still gotta stay back for orchestra lor so sad then when conductor talking i fell asleep lor then when wake up have to play la then later play finish . Then conductor teaching the er hu ppl then i fell asleep again then we went home , have cell then later in cell i oso sleep ya so that my day although i sleep alot, i still thank god it is friday la
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// 12:54 AM
hi blog , today i went for our worshipps team training ok for today there was a change in song leaders . you noe it is usually sharon or sam wong but today it is gor gor nick and ethel *clapping hand* haha then todya we did a new song by hill songs it is "take it all" i thought that song was cool and i am right for the first time yay . now i finish my homework liao and doing yick tings notice board thingy and i hop mum and dad dun see this post cause it is coming to 1 am and they sure kiling me if they noe i stay up untill 1 am . anyway wanna thank my father in heaven for giving me the strenght to go on untill now, without himi most probadly will be sleeping now cause of my new low energy diet ok that all for today bye blog .good morning and have a nice rest
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Saturday, July 01, 2006 // 6:42 PM
hi blog wat can i do to get a nightmare out of my head i try all ways and all kind of method to get rid of that nightmare it's horrible
my night mare you may wanna noe is my friendship with ppl i noe i hate how to way life goes and it is bad i am always being use by friends all round me i hate it an i dun think it is fair for me they get wat they want and i am the person that will live in angony if this the kind if life i live i rather have no friends at all i hate the way they treat me and i would say many cause me tobecome like that although i dun blame them but there are still a few that are always there for me they dun ask me to do thing neither do i we do thing together so i am thankful they are with me.
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