hi bloggie

ok guys let me just say that cultural night is ok. i nearly pass out after my solo. i think it has something to do with my nervousness. yet it could be due to the bad flow of blood. (always happens).after that was ok. someone did not laugh and said i was good, not bad for me cause this person claims to know music very well.Mr goh pray for me before that.thanks.Karen was keeping me clam together with xinyi.

Peeps of the orchestra. i am sorry i lose my temple always.it it partially my fault and you guys fault too. sometimes i ask you guys to do stuff. maybe you feel that i am raising my voice but i need to be loud so everyone can hear me.when i talk, all i ask is for cooperation that we get things done.and the speed of us moving is really slow.that another thing we need to improve. i am leaving the orchestra soon.(happy for some of you).please be nice to your new chairman and vice-chairman.

ok like i promise. models.my question of the post is: are models that are very skinny good for the image of young teenagers nowadays?

my answer would be a no. many young people (including myself) see models on tv. magazines and think to myself. how good if can be like them. you just keep staring and staring at them . In side you just wanna be as thin as them.i don't think it is healthy for young people as. these models are so thin that they don't have boobs and booty. basically just flat. everyone should be healthy if you have a flat tummy and good assets.but if models like themselves like then that is good . just gotta be happy with yourself. i know i am guilty of looking at models and wishing i was the one like that. but i decided not too for certain reasons after reading a book.overall i just wanna say don't use others body in comparisons to yours cause everyone has a different body.

all my post are just my thinkings and my thoughts. no one who has left and comment is obligated to follow my thought. you can have yours.my thought are mine and this is just how i feel bout the my topic if you are unhappy .pls contact me to clarify this post is not aimed at anyone it is just a personal thought.

on a lighter note. watch this video


if you feel you are zack and wish to know bout this jesus . talk or e-mail me. if you feel you are josh. then i think it is time we do something. if you watch and dun feel anything. it is ok. at least i know i tried.

TOodles
Rachel

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hi bloggie

today ... blah blah blah usual routine that i don't needa repeat another time. school.after that went for the orchestra preparations.long but i tried. after that went out to meet carmen and so wei xin(haha). walk around. then went for the body shop sales(scream everyone scream ARR), carmen was so nice to help me queue for like really long. i bought tons of stuff. i love body shop a hell load.
high high. side effects of body shop.

things i bought
-one strawberry body polish
-one peach body lotion
-one mango lotion
-one vitamin e cleanser
-3 strawberry shower gel

see THE BODY SHOP is love. and carmen is awesome
after that went for my gu zheng class. final check on the solo. then head home.tomorrow is my cultural night performance, some say is to show talent others like someone ahem is calling this the most humiliating time of my life. anyway i gotta go sleep. hectic day tomorrow.wish me all the best and remember buy me flowers.

oh THE BODY SHOP is love, CARMEN is awesome but XINYI is my dearest girlfriend. ok ok think watever you want to think ok

TOodles
Rachel

-------------

hey readers

i was doing some random thinking and i remembered my prayer in the afternoon. divided life, that word never really struck me until i was walking outside mt teachers place. then i remember someone close to me telling me living a divided life is no good and i will feel guilty. it is quite true isn't it.

every time when you go out with certain people. you act and sometimes you don't . it is really human to act all the time. very normal. but it is being true to yourself? sometimes we act to fit in yet presenting yourself in honesty and truth is still the best.what is the best idea of not living a divided life. is it just presenting yourself with truth or is it just being who you are with certain people.for me i tell people who i am not comfortable with the very brief stuff but if it is my close friend they know me well and they do accept me la.

anyway recently i have been watching someone . i do admit that i am jealous and i don't like this person in the first place.i hate the pretend you are giving to people around you. it is awful and sick looking it is like putting that mask just for everyone to like you.i know winning means to you and if that is it then go ahead cause eventually you will realize that you. you end up winning nothing but yourself i just don't like the way you behave and i am getting sick of it, so many people getting dupe by your lies.you not as perfect as you seem,and innocence is just pretended to make yourself look dumber. stop degrading yourself.people feel disgusted by it.ugh. sorry folks one day you will know what i mean.

just ranting bout that person made me feel super sick. anyway whoever you are that i am ranting bout good luck to you.well don't go assuming it is you that i am ranting bout. but if the shoe fits then go ahead and assume but i repeat.I DID NOT SAY WHO YOU ARE.

anyway this week topic is most probably bout models.i know i am not really fit to be a model but i wanna try blogging bout it cause it has been bugging me. i will get the "model" post done by this week ok

TOodles
Rachel

-------------

hi bloggie

i got a lot of bad news to tell.i went to see the doctor today. the doctor says that i can no longer wear contact lens. cause i am allergic to my contacts. how suay is that. i love my contact lens. i hate glasses. seriously. but i don't wanna go blind. So i have wear glasses from now on. until i turn 18 then can go for lasik.wait 2 years lor.

sometimes god gives you nice eyes but he gives you astigmatism so. i was born with astigmatism. and they are freaking high la . 300 degrees of astigmatism=1000 degrees shortsightedness and that like very bad. so i really got nothing to say la. god gives and god takes. man, nice eyes must wear glasses.

ok back to being a ugly freak for the next 2 years. until i get my lasik. hmm maybe i should go for lipo by then too.

ok that my sad news

TOodles
Rachel

-------------

hi bloggie

we left taipei and headed for hua lian.we met at the Train station in the morning .took a 3 hour ride to hua lian. you just practically sit till your butt ache.after that had lunch and our bus driver took us to see the nature park . i saw geography in front of me.rivers and deltas. Waterfalls and erosions.The sallows cave is actually Water erosion that causes the holes due to water action, abrasion , attrition and solution.over the years, the holes were created.After that we had dinner and headed back to the apartment. The apartment was really beautiful and it is like a dream house.Small and cosy. pictures enjoy








cute right? charmed yet?

me and zhe




Screaming

Me conducting?















delta


some sort of waterfall

me and raina

the swallow caves

crystal blue water=minerals


isn't he cute (aww)



orange mouth(fuji syusuke eyes)

We went to hua lian ocean park. it was really pretty and super nice. there were tons of rides and me,raina zhe and hao play untill our butts were wet.We went to watch the sea lion show first, after that we got to meet the dolphins and sea lions.Dolphins are really smart and cute animals i love them a lot but come one, who wouldn't.I got kiss by a shark and sea lion. cool eh.then later went to walk around the whole day. they had a "mermaid" aqquarium where the "mermaid" are kept. the "mermaids" are actually Sea cows. They are really slow in movement.After that we went for dinner after the Ocean park.







the shark that kiss me






















the real shark Jaw

dinner

i know i am a pure procrastinator but i will try my best to upload part 3 ASAP.

Stay tune to Taiwan Part3

TOodles
Rachel

-------------

hi bloggie

ok guys let me just say that cultural night is ok. i nearly pass out after my solo. i think it has something to do with my nervousness. yet it could be due to the bad flow of blood. (always happens).after that was ok. someone did not laugh and said i was good, not bad for me cause this person claims to know music very well.Mr goh pray for me before that.thanks.Karen was keeping me clam together with xinyi.

Peeps of the orchestra. i am sorry i lose my temple always.it it partially my fault and you guys fault too. sometimes i ask you guys to do stuff. maybe you feel that i am raising my voice but i need to be loud so everyone can hear me.when i talk, all i ask is for cooperation that we get things done.and the speed of us moving is really slow.that another thing we need to improve. i am leaving the orchestra soon.(happy for some of you).please be nice to your new chairman and vice-chairman.

ok like i promise. models.my question of the post is: are models that are very skinny good for the image of young teenagers nowadays?

my answer would be a no. many young people (including myself) see models on tv. magazines and think to myself. how good if can be like them. you just keep staring and staring at them . In side you just wanna be as thin as them.i don't think it is healthy for young people as. these models are so thin that they don't have boobs and booty. basically just flat. everyone should be healthy if you have a flat tummy and good assets.but if models like themselves like then that is good . just gotta be happy with yourself. i know i am guilty of looking at models and wishing i was the one like that. but i decided not too for certain reasons after reading a book.overall i just wanna say don't use others body in comparisons to yours cause everyone has a different body.

all my post are just my thinkings and my thoughts. no one who has left and comment is obligated to follow my thought. you can have yours.my thought are mine and this is just how i feel bout the my topic if you are unhappy .pls contact me to clarify this post is not aimed at anyone it is just a personal thought.

on a lighter note. watch this video


if you feel you are zack and wish to know bout this jesus . talk or e-mail me. if you feel you are josh. then i think it is time we do something. if you watch and dun feel anything. it is ok. at least i know i tried.

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

hi bloggie

today ... blah blah blah usual routine that i don't needa repeat another time. school.after that went for the orchestra preparations.long but i tried. after that went out to meet carmen and so wei xin(haha). walk around. then went for the body shop sales(scream everyone scream ARR), carmen was so nice to help me queue for like really long. i bought tons of stuff. i love body shop a hell load.
high high. side effects of body shop.

things i bought
-one strawberry body polish
-one peach body lotion
-one mango lotion
-one vitamin e cleanser
-3 strawberry shower gel

see THE BODY SHOP is love. and carmen is awesome
after that went for my gu zheng class. final check on the solo. then head home.tomorrow is my cultural night performance, some say is to show talent others like someone ahem is calling this the most humiliating time of my life. anyway i gotta go sleep. hectic day tomorrow.wish me all the best and remember buy me flowers.

oh THE BODY SHOP is love, CARMEN is awesome but XINYI is my dearest girlfriend. ok ok think watever you want to think ok

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

hey readers

i was doing some random thinking and i remembered my prayer in the afternoon. divided life, that word never really struck me until i was walking outside mt teachers place. then i remember someone close to me telling me living a divided life is no good and i will feel guilty. it is quite true isn't it.

every time when you go out with certain people. you act and sometimes you don't . it is really human to act all the time. very normal. but it is being true to yourself? sometimes we act to fit in yet presenting yourself in honesty and truth is still the best.what is the best idea of not living a divided life. is it just presenting yourself with truth or is it just being who you are with certain people.for me i tell people who i am not comfortable with the very brief stuff but if it is my close friend they know me well and they do accept me la.

anyway recently i have been watching someone . i do admit that i am jealous and i don't like this person in the first place.i hate the pretend you are giving to people around you. it is awful and sick looking it is like putting that mask just for everyone to like you.i know winning means to you and if that is it then go ahead cause eventually you will realize that you. you end up winning nothing but yourself i just don't like the way you behave and i am getting sick of it, so many people getting dupe by your lies.you not as perfect as you seem,and innocence is just pretended to make yourself look dumber. stop degrading yourself.people feel disgusted by it.ugh. sorry folks one day you will know what i mean.

just ranting bout that person made me feel super sick. anyway whoever you are that i am ranting bout good luck to you.well don't go assuming it is you that i am ranting bout. but if the shoe fits then go ahead and assume but i repeat.I DID NOT SAY WHO YOU ARE.

anyway this week topic is most probably bout models.i know i am not really fit to be a model but i wanna try blogging bout it cause it has been bugging me. i will get the "model" post done by this week ok

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

hi bloggie

i got a lot of bad news to tell.i went to see the doctor today. the doctor says that i can no longer wear contact lens. cause i am allergic to my contacts. how suay is that. i love my contact lens. i hate glasses. seriously. but i don't wanna go blind. So i have wear glasses from now on. until i turn 18 then can go for lasik.wait 2 years lor.

sometimes god gives you nice eyes but he gives you astigmatism so. i was born with astigmatism. and they are freaking high la . 300 degrees of astigmatism=1000 degrees shortsightedness and that like very bad. so i really got nothing to say la. god gives and god takes. man, nice eyes must wear glasses.

ok back to being a ugly freak for the next 2 years. until i get my lasik. hmm maybe i should go for lipo by then too.

ok that my sad news

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

hi bloggie

we left taipei and headed for hua lian.we met at the Train station in the morning .took a 3 hour ride to hua lian. you just practically sit till your butt ache.after that had lunch and our bus driver took us to see the nature park . i saw geography in front of me.rivers and deltas. Waterfalls and erosions.The sallows cave is actually Water erosion that causes the holes due to water action, abrasion , attrition and solution.over the years, the holes were created.After that we had dinner and headed back to the apartment. The apartment was really beautiful and it is like a dream house.Small and cosy. pictures enjoy








cute right? charmed yet?

me and zhe




Screaming

Me conducting?















delta


some sort of waterfall

me and raina

the swallow caves

crystal blue water=minerals


isn't he cute (aww)



orange mouth(fuji syusuke eyes)

We went to hua lian ocean park. it was really pretty and super nice. there were tons of rides and me,raina zhe and hao play untill our butts were wet.We went to watch the sea lion show first, after that we got to meet the dolphins and sea lions.Dolphins are really smart and cute animals i love them a lot but come one, who wouldn't.I got kiss by a shark and sea lion. cool eh.then later went to walk around the whole day. they had a "mermaid" aqquarium where the "mermaid" are kept. the "mermaids" are actually Sea cows. They are really slow in movement.After that we went for dinner after the Ocean park.







the shark that kiss me






















the real shark Jaw

dinner

i know i am a pure procrastinator but i will try my best to upload part 3 ASAP.

Stay tune to Taiwan Part3

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

Rachel
I am a little bit of everything, I am never in balance because I desire for the extreme choices all the time.I go along with my mood and do what I want to do. I cry when I am upset, scream when I am pissed, basically my emotions rule over my mood and my reactions, I maybe loud and crazy but I am not good with people and I sometimes hurt them. Even though I maybe blunt and crazy now. One thing is for sure, I am keep changing. -That's me

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