Sunday, August 06, 2006 // 10:29 PM
hi blog i went round reading ppl blog today and ok i realised most ppl had the same problem but i am diffrerent i noe i am still human but i also throw myself to the side and also try to make my mind hurt my self i just hate that life but outside i always help ppl to get the problem off their chest but how can i "counsell" ppl when i cannot help myself and recently i felt that people that a near me hate me weather is it in church or in school i can somehow feel that hatred in them i dun noe weather is the hatred make up by my mind or is it real .can some one show me that they really care and help i just need that now somehow i hate the way ppl look at me with the kind of face where they have done nothing wrong oh lord save me from this whirlpool and set me free
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