Thursday, October 25, 2007 // 5:09 PM
hi bloggie
exams are over
hols are starting
and yes my nightmare began
homework and more
for next year o levels
i dunnoe how long can i hold on
i really feel so horrible
life is just a surreal blur
if i got a free ticket to neverland
i would stay there forever
i just wanna run away from reality
cause all the blended emotions
are in a chunk
some how school life , church life,love life and friends
dun really blend well enough
somehow life just not cut out for me
or is it vice versa
watever that is spinning around me
well this song just represents my feeling for this period of time
"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
this song somehow means alot to me for some reason or another
anyway i have come to some conclusions in life that would help me go on
i hope
really
hmmm still abit confuse
with this life
gosh
how suck can life get
anyway
NELLY wants me to write something good bout him so here it goes
nelly is a good guy that plan military trainings(i think)
he is a very good "friend" by discouraging me not to go NS
he is oso a very good "friend" by reminding me that i have BIG FEET
he is a very good "friend" that thinks i am a little girl
he is a good sound man too and use to and still now(i hope) still a good drummer
that all i can think of haha
not bad eh
anyway today was the last day of school
Toodles
Rachel
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