Tuesday, May 27, 2008 // 10:54 PM
recently been emotional so i may post more than once again.Reading through dead blogs.I realise something is not right in me .Why that tinge of anger when her name is mention , why do i feel so scared.suddenly i did not feel like myself i felt something else.Being typical me i jumped into conclusions with out asking, i don't intend to ask.
Stop barging into people life like you know then well Rachy.if people are happy together, even though it is not said out loud. i should make them happy i should not stand between them.i should go all out to help them get together right. i have been telling myself this . i must get people together. i can't fall in love, i can't afford to fall in love. it will ruin my life. but yet i just keep falling in love. i have to devote my life to helping people find happiness.I just screw up all relationships i should just concentrate on my life.
people who just think i am being weird can ignore the top post cause that just how i feel. you have no right to tell me how i should feel. unless i owe you something or something along that line.anyway ignoree me i am going through a emotional time where nobody really knows.Anyway i have long gone got over my mourning of my old relationship phrase. now it is just a new start however i will not say anything cause even if i say nothing good will come outta it. just leave me alone.
i have thought running through my head like a bullet train.
all bout you and that girl
whether or not it is true bout the 2 of you
only time will tell
TOodles
Rachel
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