Friday, June 27, 2008 // 11:29 PM
Alrights school out for 2 days, and Rachel is in.Well alot has happen this week.I got my MT oral,which was bad cause i kept stuttering which was bad.then had tapestry Practice and had cell outing everything la.
First i went back to school with like half my homework done , a paul twohill fringe and freaking long nails.my fringe look like this
like brenna fringe but she pin hers up i did not.ok that settle going back the 2 day. i found out i got MT oral.i have to panic la. Cause oral will pull up the marks.yay i talk untill the teacher ask me to go off when i pause la.pray i did not talk outta point,
After oral was my very first tapestry fro this year.well the feeling of walking on my own to church on weekday night felt weird. i felt like i miss something , something was different from the last tapestry compare to this tapestry.Maybe the gel was not there. A whole new band a whole new game , whole new music.This time we are called the radicals
our band photo, guess who i am. Anyhoo thanks to ethel for doing this.It is really neat.Lionel had some sharing on goals and priorities, it is interesting to hear him talk sometimes. all the weird analogy that comes in to his mind. but really interesting good works in wonders in our team giving signals and signs.
on Friday which is today is our cell outing, ate at some jap restaurant at tampines swimming complex. ate alot and talked,listen and stuff like that. on the way home listen to Raina. she just a little anit-social kid la. i am not upset bout it, i have been through it before. nobody understand me then i felt horrible and everything, they come to me and need my help, they leave me when i am of no use. i hate these people. being me was tough i wanted to be good that everyone came to me and be my friend that everyone love me.i know how she felt. over the years god has change my thinking , form a young girl with a fear to someone who cares bout people who cares for me.I still get jealous of her sometimes but she has got her life. She seems plastic inside out, she hurts and upsets people.God will help me control my emotions and feelings.People pls talk to Raina, even i dun understand her emotions well enough, i am just worried bout her.
anyway i have learn a lot of lionel, over these years, following him and julian in cell group.Talking bout issues and learning how to trust god with him as an example of God's wonders working on him.I thank God for this cell leader.Well to learn from people around me about god's wonder.Now that is truly amazing.
TOodles
Rachel
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