Friday, July 04, 2008 // 6:53 PM
when i look at myself, all i see is a soon to be adult. Working and growing up in bout 5 to 7 years time.I was watching gurmit small talk on the MOBTV yesterday on the way home. He siad something that struck me alot.
"When i am with these kids i feel so energetic so young and full of energy making me feel hapy and full of life"
well i am not sure if this is the exact sentence, however it was something along this line.I thought about it to myself,"maybe i am still that little girl inside, i get all hype up about things in church when they are my passion. I try to put a smile in my work for god and even if so i try to make everyone feel my energy" some people will find me excessively annoying and noisy while others just think about me being plain childish.
i just wonder to myself how long more am i able to get the energy to be so active and happy all the time. it has been build into my nature all these years.One day my smile will fade and i will not be energetic anymore.but for now i hope to spread my energy and smile to everyone while i can.
i was reminiscing on the past where i saw 2 figure again. i just wonder many years down will they still be together. it is just a thought. no feeling though. Randomly i miss the times
i remember the days we spent together were not enough
and use to feel like dreaming except we always woke up.
all right on to tapestry. i might have the suditions next week or next next week.Pray for me people
TOodles
Rachel
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