Monday, August 31, 2009 // 12:42 AM
the feeling of helplessness engulf me
as i strugle to do the right thing
i hate this feeling i hate asking for help
yet i am compell to do so eveytime
I swear i dun understand anything on my differentiation worksheet. Everytime i have to ask for help. I hate this stupid feeling, i hate feeling helpless, like i can't get anything right.
Oh well
On a lighter note
Happy birthday to myself
TOodles
Rachel
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Sunday, August 23, 2009 // 3:53 PM
This few days and week have been very trying for me. It is very tiring to sleep for 4 hours and then wake up to continue on with more of school and work,i really need a life, i desperately wanna go shopping one of the days. Hopefully sept hols, anyway Blogger is having it's own issues and maybe i should change to live journal or something like that but on the other hand i can't bear to leave 5 years of written history aside and cancel them away, i am really considering changing to another service provider. Oh well wait around and see
TOodles
Rachel
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009 // 8:33 PM
Each time i stare into those eyes of your
the spark that i get, wipes away all your flaws
leaving me to regret once more
that marks one chapter to my life, anyway i have not post for very long.i am so sorry. anyway my life has been quite screwed with teachers and parents hounding me for homework and doing extra work, i am trying to organize my life now in order.
My recent achievements
- 2U, 3S and 1E for mid terms
- 4U,1S and 1E for mid terms
- completed a mini triathalon
- had my first E learning (after a thousands of year)
- Met new people
- sign up for another 5 km Great eastern woman's run
I think this is what happen recently in my life, anyway blogger the toolbar is changing , which is bad
TOodles
Rachel
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