Friday, November 18, 2011 // 6:01 PM
Hey everyone ,
Yesterday was the shiseido sales, which was at their office situated at orchard building , the one which H&M is at. Liying and I went to the sales to see what new makeup hauls we could get. I needed new foundation while Liying is a lipstick fanatic.
When we enter the sales area, there were tons of people squeezing like mad. It was crowded and insane. I literally had to squeeze in with all the other ladies at the sales. At first I was looking for ettusais foundation, I'm acquainted with the foundation due to my makeover challenge. So I wanted to get the refill pack. After that Liying went to look at lipstick while I browse around.
As I was browsing around, I saw tons of items such as blusher , eyeliner, mascara and lots of skin care products. I was so tempted to buy new products. Each time I pick up the item , I would have to think to myself if I need it , so as to prevent myself from rash buying. Each time I pick up something , I would think of how many more products I have at home that I have not used , and this would stop me from buying.
Later on I thought to myself " since I have so much makeup products , why don't I do a makeup review on each product I use". Eventually I put back the ettusais foundation , got a maquilage foundation instead, under Liying's support, while Liying bought a lipstick. By the time we paid and go , there was a long line of ladies queuing to get in. Thanks god I went earlier. I walked out of shiseido's office with new foundation from maquilage( I think that's how you spell it) and a brand new idea on what to blog. By the way I will try to the ettusais foundation eventually, I liked it the previous time I used it.
Xoxo Rae
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Saturday, November 12, 2011 // 5:03 PM
Hey everyone,
Most of my presentation are over. There is so much in my life now. So anyway I have started exploring my talents in different things.
I have started to do my own videos , who knows I might do a vlog and upload it in blog. No worries I will still be writing. Now I'm more into covers for songs. I think Raina and I will be doing " if i die young" by the band perry. Grace has agreed to help with the songs that require piano. Oh well quite excited to get all of us together, my new covers are posted on YouTube , just search Raeannmil.
The second thing I'm exploring is song writing. I saw ANTM cycle 17 and the girls were writing lyrics and I felt like , if they could do it , I can . I'm still kinda lost to what topic to write about.
The one thing that has been bugging me is my gifting and talent. I feel as if I don't have a gift because I may have ideas but I don't complete them. This is really horrible . Plus I don't really know what god wants me to do in my life. Many of the people around me know their calling and I feel like I'm still lost. I also feel like I have no talents, like just floating around and this gets me upset. It makes me feel like I'm useless. I really don't know what to do. A girl in cell group was sharing about how god has used her for the pass months and I look at her and I'm like wow " god if you can do this for her, what about me ". I just feel so left out.
I guess that's all for my update. To all out there who know your talent, use them . Cause some people here are dying to discover their talent .
Xoxo Rae
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