Friday, June 29, 2007 // 8:26 PM
hey bloggie
its friday
but no cell so it is still quite ok la
had no CO my fridays are super free untill at night
love it
well today was good
had Amaths
although i fell asleep i understand wat teacher was talking
binomial theorem la
a good start for semester 2
then chem was kinda fun
and had english ya mr teo was really funny today
then had maths again
properties of circles
then was watching michelle branch all you wanted
man i think it is a nice song
anyway another day will do a advertisement for THE BAND
on my blog if i can
Love
Rachel
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Monday, June 25, 2007 // 5:08 PM
hey blog
dad found my url
now he noes everything bout me
i dun noe whether to be happy that he can understand me like that
or to be upset that he found my url and will noe things bout me that are not suppose to be known by parent
sometimes i am just so confuse
and now he blames me for not letting him see my blog
what the heck
well i am still deciding whether i should close my blog
hmm maybe should use my blog for some other stuff
i still feel a need that my life should be kept a secret
behind my parents back
my reasons for opening this blog was to let out my pains
and sorrows or upsetness
then i just decide to blog on my life
well today is the most horrible day of my life
i hate going back to school
well i hate most things bout this life
if i left this world
many will be happier
and i will be non existent
i feel that i am a pain to everyone around me
but what can i do
i dun wanna be hurt like that again
anyway here a letter
to dad
sorry for being upset bout you finding my blog
and i dun hate you and mum for any reason
i just dun want to be question
and i want you trust me on who i am going out with
and try to let me myself
i dun fit in already
going out with people just to socialise is my means of fitting in
to you guys you dun find it important but i do
from here i just feel like crying
i am so upset by today
it is enough to bring me down
already
Love
Rae
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Thursday, June 21, 2007 // 9:27 PM
hey blog
was so damn piss
arg i hate it
anyway this morning went out
haha meet friends
after that went to causeway point
watch surf up
the show was kinda cute
i lost my handphone on the way
i was super upset and miserable la
after that send mao jie home
on the way back
wanted to wait for someone at city hall
but in the end decide not to
cause the MRT was super huge
and plus it was getting late
well all i want is a big hug now due to my lost phone
super sad
wanna cry, feel really disturb
i really need an angel to help me
haha i think i found my angel liao
hmm wat the heck am i talking
watever missing someone now
anyway new quizes
| You Should Paint Your Room Purple |
 Sophisticated and exotic, purple can also be a deeply comforting color. Your purple room will inspire you to trust yourself more and go with your intuition. Purple has also been known to facilitate healing and a feeling of protection. |
Your Hippie Chick Name Is: |
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| You Are 72% Bitchy |
 While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood. And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong! |
| You Are 56% Evil |
 You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. |
| You Are a Chimera |
 You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. |
You Belong in Fall |
 Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you |
| You Are an Intense Kisser |
 When you kiss, it's deep and powerful You don't take kissing lightly Your kisses always have meaning And they always make your head spin |
anyway that all for today
Love/Quack
Rachel/Ducky
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007 // 11:32 AM
hi blog
yesterday had CO
did not enjoy it but had a very good time with Xin Yi girlfriend
talking all the way for that two hours
then later when to meet marcus jie mei
he is having a interview tomorrow and he is having girl problems
poor thing
haha jie jie will help you ok
anyway tomorrow will post
arg missing someone now
anyway here are the test i took from blogthings
| Your Power Element is Fire |
 Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light. A born leader, you easily draw people toward you. You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous. You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention. |
| Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
| You Are a Night Person |
 For you, there's nothing worse than having to get up and moving early. In fact, you probably don't hit your peak until well after the sun has set. So if your struggling to make it on a normal schedule, realize it's not your fault. You just weren't meant to do anything during the day! |
| Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot |
 Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it! |
ok that all for today
Love/Quack
Rachel/Ducky
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Saturday, June 16, 2007 // 10:55 PM
hey blog
life been really horrible
now i am in a confuse state of mind
life is not easy as it seems
i have tons of things on my mind now
recently been going out
my parents are nagging bout it
but i think once school re open i will not get a chance to go out liao
damn sianz
sometimes i wish i could take a knife and plunge it to myself
or just frozen into ice still alive but yet frozen
i think i am getting into one of my sucidial moods
arg life sucks
now the only thing i am really happy
is being with my friend
thanks for being there
currently homework not done yet
kinda piss of with homework
still must thank someone for helping with maths
my life is horrible
anyway doing some quiz to destress
| Your Inner Blood Type is AB! |
 Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe |
| You Are a Total Girlie Girl |
 You love looking good, and wooing men with your womanly ways. You're so feminine, men are in awe of you ... which is a very good thing. |
this is like so not me
| You Are a Normal Girl |
 You are 60% Good and 40% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl. |
| You are 60% Virgo |
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| Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover |
 You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. |
| You Are A Blue Girl |
 Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. |
| You May Be a Bit Antisocial... |
 Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement. You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto! Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences. But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. |
| You Are Girly Sexy |
 You're a youthful spirit, and your energy is infectious. Men love your innocence and lack of emotional baggage. You make every kiss seem like the first and every moment magical. How could any guy in his right mind resist that? |
| You Are 62% Feminine, 38% Masculine |
 You are in touch with your feminine side. Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you. And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women. |
Are You Masculine or Feminine?
there some quizes bout me see for yourself
Love/Quack
Rachel/Ducky
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Thursday, June 07, 2007 // 10:47 AM
hey blog
thanks for waiting cause i just finish up my blog
MONDAY
went for CO yay haha
yt was there at like 10
mr see was being crazy with us
preparing for our two years later SYF
TUESDAY
when to queue for donuts at the donut factory
for tien yick ting
then saw a friend there ask me to queue donuts for him
-_-'''
then i started to sneezing and then i started getting a flu
wah he owes me a treat i dun care man
i want my treat ar
wednesday
when to school for video editing class
it was kinda boring la
but then later me liying , marilyn
laugh like crazy like that
i love going crazy with them haha
then when for tapestry practise
and i was late again
sorry team
well i was late cause i got a new phone yay
the z610i
another day take photo for you guys to see ok
then tapestry practise finish
went to eat with aunty mary , evelyn, joel mo, shawn and joesph
then joel mo, shawn and joesph ate alot la
oh ya during practise
nathan came straight from work so he brought his dinner along
then the smell was so strong
made everyone super hungry la
thurday
woke up in the morning
my new handphone got problem
lousy phone -_-'''
so went parkway there go change haha
then went for NB wareghouse sales with dad
bought loads of stuff
me and raina togethere spend 150 dollar
my dad alone spend 135 dollars
he spend more than the two of us each
this is the first time leh pro sia
well tomorrow gonna have tapestry practise then saturday will have audtitions and camp
will post on auditions and camp and take loads of photos
Love/Quack
Rachel/Ducky
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Friday, June 01, 2007 // 10:41 PM
hi blog
as the days pass i get more emotionally unstable
i dunnoe why but it just comes
saturday
when to watch pirates of the caribean
actually it is quite nice la
love the show though
then was late for tapestry practise
sorry guys
tuesday
had to be in school for chinese oral
yes i blabber everything out haha so crap la
then went for tapestry practise
THE BAND rocks la
then had supper with joesph, julian,evelyn and nathan
joesph and julian were playing GTA
me too i love GTA ya
then nathan got intrested
he say wanna play as good guy
but good guys dun survive in GTA
then he say me violent girl -_-'''
but i love GTA haha
evelyn me and amanda (during practise)
wednesday
when out with romeo
yes love her loads ok
then i treat her to gelares
haha waffles were urber nice
haha then went library cause she has not been there before
saw a good friend there say hi talk and stuff like that la
saw a good friend there say hi talk and stuff like that la
i was looking at the disney book
then my friend say i look like the show banbi (the deer show) the skunk
so horrible la i gonna cry la
hmph not fair you gonna get it from me
thursday
when with daddy to the com fair
the situtation there , i have only one word to describe
SARDINE
in raina's term la which means pack like hell
haha
ochibi(raina) is like so cute la
haha then went to watch sherk 3 with a friends
laugh like crazy like that
donkeys kids are urber cute la
haha when home then raina show me some prince of tennis stuff
i was screamming like crazy when i saw TEZUKA
he is like so shuai la
then i was telling my friend bout TEZUKA
but i end up screaming bout TEZUKA
then raina yell at me
friday
no cell sad
then went for CO with raina
end up playing with romeo and raina and xinyi girlfriend
haha raina got like super good cards
what the heck la
as you guys can see my cards suck like what the heck man
ya raina lim won that round anyway that all for today
tomorrow got tapestry practise
maybe take some photos of the group practising
haha
anyway that all for tonight
Love/Quack
Rachel/Ducky
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