Monday, July 30, 2007 // 8:43 PM
3 months pass so fast
tapestry is over
i will always miss my practises
having supper with lionel julian shawn nathan and joesph, evelyn and aunty mary
i will miss making fun of myself with the whole band
i will miss making fun of myself with the whole band
i would really really miss these days
haix after reading julians blog i really feel very proud being in THE BAND
although tapestry practise had pull down my homework
i never regret being in THE BAND
i think the will be one of the best times in my life
i figure that i really enjoy singing
i dun noe if my parents will surport me through my choice
if i ever want singing as a carrer
watever i still have time to worry
now back to school
man
i hate it
homework
teachers
test
arg boiling my brain
anyway
i still miss THE BAND
ONCE THE BAND ALWAYS THE BAND
Is this sentence agreeable?
let me have some other hope that THE BAND will still be together to perform
anyway
that all
Love
Rachel
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007 // 7:34 PM
hi bloggie
man
now i am in love with my immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my, childish fears
And if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it wont leave me alone
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
*Chorus
When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now i'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
*Chorus
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
*Chorus
see i love this song
anyway today was really cold la
then had SS DT
but at least i manage to finish it la
yayness
i guess that all
anyway here is the tapestry add in words
i guesss that all
bye
rachel
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Monday, July 23, 2007 // 6:21 PM
hi blog
now in a supper emo mood
sometimes i just wish that i was dead
how great will it be to be dead
i dun wanna care bout how others think
i know that it is a selfish thought
i think that all this feelings are coming from evanascence bring me to life
well i think my mood swings are back la
kinda sick of it
but now is my most fragile moment
when i will easily break down
today was freaking cold
i hate it la
super sianz
actually got dt one lor
supper sianz
there is really nothing much to talk bout la
my heart has shatter into pieces
i am almost as good as dead
will you breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
love
Rachel
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Friday, July 20, 2007 // 3:52 PM
haha
this is a check list for all boys to their girlfriends
treat them nice ok
every girl dreams that one day she willfind a guy that does these things forher. even the smallest action can havethe BIGGEST impact in someones life.THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER
• give her one of your t-shirts tosleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk toher.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girlyou see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around yourfriends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tellher you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
•get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.•
when you fall in love with her, tellher.
• and when you tell her, love her likeyou've never loved someone before
haha if this work you guys better buy me lunch ok
toodles
Rachel
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Thursday, July 19, 2007 // 1:26 PM
hi bloggie
damm sianz today
had SOP ya
then i had to follow the st john member around then school
just to video them in action ya damm sianz
anyway tapestry is in 9 days
man still kinda long but only 2 practise left
then dancing in the moon light was still kinda bad
haha aunty karen thought the girl song was good
yayness
anyway i might be getting the photo add done soon
here is the word add
28 july 2007
7pm THE BAND
8 .30pm story of his life
out the hereen
do not miss them
if you are going let me noe byt tagging my board
yay my add is done
yup remember hereen outside ok
Love
Rachel
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007 // 9:25 PM
HI blog
hmmm come to think bout it, i have not lost all my swordswoman blood in me
still keeping the sprit of not breaking my promisses
being responsible of my own actions
and stuff like that
hmmm but i have change a lot since sec 1
that little girl who would be ignorrant of watever that pisses me of
and only listen to people who are important to me
and can't even be bothered with guys
but now sec 3 i have change
become more mature and able to accept other stuff that comes my way
i have oso become more open with mixing around with people
but i still have puglist principals
anyway today had foreign students that came to our school
the one in my photo is my buddy
so she follow me in school
later bring her to discovery center with the rest of the students
she enjoyed herself in the discovery center
yup will miss her when she leaves back to china tomorrow
haha
that all for today
yup
bye
Rachel
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