Thursday, September 20, 2007 // 9:17 PM
hey bloggie
recently have been studying for exams
i got sick, had jaw immfalation
it is quite bad la
arrgggg exams are coming
and have not study finish yet wah
anyone wanna help me or study with me
stress stress
anyway i hope i will do well
well bout my emotional problem
i still can't really get over it
it is not easy la
i still miss him alot
sometimes i pray i dun have any feeling
so at least i will not feel hurt
well just live with it
promises must still be kept
i will abide to them
anyway after exams i am gonna exercise like crazy
haha wanna lose weight lor
i must lose weight
really must
haha
anyway jia you for exams everyone
i always have to put on a fake smile to let others not worry
but deep inside i am bleeding
love
Rachel
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