Tuesday, November 13, 2007 // 1:05 PM
hi bloggie
i am gonna blog a different style
somehow she no is no longer who she seems
outside everything is just a mask
a mask to pretend that she is ok
a mask to protect herself
somehow she is not ok
she still need him
apparently he think that she is alright
somehow he just focus too much bout himself and not people around him
like family and friends
all he wants is fun and fun and more fun
she herself just want a one way ticket outta life
or a car accident for her to lose all her memory
she does not like the pain
somehow he has gotten over the pain
he does not noe what it is like does he
she just feel like locking herself in her house the whole day
she justs wants a bit of concern
abit of the old times from him that all
but none will happen apparently
she still can't stand on both her feet
she feels like she is falling
but there is no longer anyone to catch her
her world seems black and white now
all she can say is that there is no light in her world of darkness
but still she hopes the love that she holds that will endure storm
will one day come to a good end
hmmm think of how i manage to post the way you want to cause i can no longer express my self like i use to
take care people
anyway now there is this guy trying to date me on facebook'
how should i deal with him
hmmm *evil grin*
i decide later
Toodles
Rachel
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