Sunday, March 16, 2008 // 8:30 PM
hi bloggie
RACHEL feels sick
RACHEL is sick of seeing people with perfect shape
RACHEL wishes she could do something immediately with her body
RACHEL wishes that she could just see perfection in herself
IF YOU ARE LIGHTER/NOT FAT OR EAT REALLY LITTLE.JUST SHUT UP, YOU ARE NOT ME. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW I FEEL. DO ME A FAVOR, JUST SHUT UP!!!
today is impact sunday. the theme is red carpet.i still don't really get what pastor steven teo talked bout(prayer part)over all i think we did great as a team.came home. the same routine. do homework eat and start to play computer.
life is getting so pattern like. somehow i hope my life has something different everyday.like something paranormal will happen in my days. i dun mind if one day walking down the street and i see superman flying or money raining down from the sky. that will be something interesting to blog bout. i like the way how thoughts are easy but doing it is actually tougher than you can imagine. i always imagine myself finishing up my homework apparently that is most probably just a dream come through. or like losing weight.
"run on the treadmill one hour only"
when you run , it is really pain sweat and blood. just to lose all that weight. obviuosly RACHEL is not that discipline to go run. anyone got a quick remedy to fats burning.
THOU SHALL NOT COMPARE OTHERS TO MYSELF
obviously that rule is broken.haix got fix up a better regiment in life so i can stick my life that way. for now i think my only method of losing weight is not eating or eating freaking little.
FYI i am not anorexic i am FAT. LIVE IT UP CAUSE LIFE IS LIKE THIS .dreams are cool reality is what we live in
TOodles
Rachel
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