well recently i got back into the anime fetish. yes i have i fell in love with the anime. Raina bought back this new anime call otomen.A otomen is a men with woman hobbies and liking, i think it is really sweet that otomen like girls's manga, they cook and saw stuff.However i still hope that otomen have their manly side too. anyway it has been at least 4 years that i have been reading manga. Of course it was introduced by Raina. so my first is Fruit basket. I was an avid follower of Fruit basket.After that was DNAngel,although i did not read the manga but i watch the anime.then later was absolute boyfriend. that manga was super sweet.i love it.another anime was prince of tennis. Then later i read love remedy, the dr yamato is fatastic. perfume Extract was another awesome and interesting manga. although it did not involve much romance.

Anyway my post today is about Anime boys.all along i always had a fetish for anime boys.

this was my first Crazy. Yuki sohma. he looks kinda girly but yet i some how like him for his tall and lean structure.He was also well verse in martial arts and somehow really man.He is not a otomen though and he is from fruit basket.


Kyo sohma is yuki's cousin. he is too well verse in marital arts. and he is quite man too. in the end he end up with the female lead.he is from fruit basket

this is kaito dark he is somehow daisuke niwa's other side..he is also quite a charming guy.oh, he is from DNangel

Night tenjo. he is the perfect and absolute boyfriend. a super charming character. the true blue absolute boyfriend .seriously, he is boyfriend material. coming from how he treats the main lead
.yes if he is real i would want him as my boyfriend.oh he comes from absolute boyfriend.

oh i love remedy is about the fantastic doctor yamato that is really handsome doctor. he is like tezuka kunimitzu . the nerdy kind of boys. somehow my kind of favourite kind of anime boys.

Tezuka kunimitzu he is the really cool leader of seigaku. anyway he does not posses much of the boyfriend traits but come on he looks good

this is the guy who act as tezuka in the dream lives.he is mix blood cool right. but he is still japanese. yup

anyway my favourite kind of anime boys are those that look nerdy nerdy one la.if all reality boys are like this . i think i would be in trouble.anyway be contended with singapore guys.these guys on my post today are all eye candy la

TOodles
Rachel

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ok finally something i wanna rants bout, my topic is girls. Ok now some insensitive soul will think i am lesbian. whatever shit yoou guys wanna think. Girls enemies are not guys but themself. seriously i think girls who hate other girls are true girls.So therefore Girls true enemies is other girls.

ok now to my topic. Have you guys ever met girls who are super smart.Those that get really high for their test and exams.However when they hang out with guys, they lower their brain till they are super dumb.Then they start asking question like

Guy with group of friends
Guy:oh this week i was doing my biking routine when i suddenly actually skied.
Girl : oh really( giving a dumb look) how do you skied on a bike
Guy i actually brake too fast in time and my bike skied, with the high pitch sound made by the wheels due to friction.
Girl:oh what is a bike i never seen one before( for god sake she has seen one before)
Guy: ok then back to his conversation with the group(thinking: god this girl is dumb)

a easier one to relate to is
Guy: oh i do air rifling in my school
Girl : what is air rifling
Guy: it is a place where you use guns to shoot at target cards
Girl: what i rifle? what is a Target card? can i eat it? ( giving a really dumb look)
Guy: ok a rifle is something which you use to shoot and a target card is something that you aim to shoot with the rifle.(this girl is dumb)

ya see some girls are from like really prestige schools and they act dumb just to get guys attention(well not all that act dumb are from prestige schools).i think it is really revolting watch these girls in action.seriously i don't understand why these girls just can't be themself in front of guys.i think guys only like girls who are themself. if guys like dumb girls, this guys must be really dumb too.ok i, Rachel lim , vow to not act dumb in front of guys.if i really dun noe i will ask , like maths and science , i really dun understand some question. then i am sorry but i have to ask dun i . just to get the answers to understand the question. and i seriuosly dun understand dialect la . so i really must know what i means right. if i get jokes a bit slow then that is just me. anyway i dun go to prestige schools so i am not smart lor. so i must ask if i dun understand, it is not call acting dumb. ok this post and topic is not directed at anyone. if you feel the shoe fits then good luck la. anyway there is a quiz for guys to do.pls do this so i can understand the rational on what kinda girls guys like.



anyway that my post and rant of the day. guys pls do my quiz. CPC if you see this you can laugh your ass out.

TOodles
Rachel

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somehow everyone of the relationships i know seems to fall out .Mine was no exception ( other than the one with xinyi) too. If being young we can't handle relationship and make them last longer than 3 months.How are we gonna handle the future relationships and even life after wedding.I am to be truthful quite afraid of a relationship.Yes every girl wants a guy to love her with all his heart and stuff like that but seriously in life is there even happy endings.I am sick and tired of seeing people i know get hurt in a relationship.Seriously what do guys think girls are? Somebody whom you can play with either physically, emotionally or both.It is not fun la. Women go through so much in life and they really do it with both heart and soul.

Women's pain: First they have to go through periods, which every women can vow that there is pain due to muscle cramps then later, when she meet a guy, he breaks her heart, being very emotional creatures we naturally cry over it and not once, twice but many times.That's another pain then when in comes to the breaking of membrane after marriage(scientifically speaking, my science knowledge)it should hurt(i think). Then comes labour pain ,my mum having to push me out was hurting like crazy .Then Raina lim with the triangle head is even worse.How bout giving birth 7 times.My ah ma did lor. Then What bout the bad times you have in a marriage who suffers most, women.As women age , menopause starts so does the estrogens in the body, the ones that has been protecting us all along , goes away when menopauses comes.Then women have to suffer from breast cancer, ovarian cancer and what bout osteoporosis and high blood pressure.My Grandmother had to suffer from the therapy that came her way. See and we are not counting the unhappy marriages and horrible work.i know that men do go through the horrible heartbreaks ,unhappy marriages,sucky work and the cancers and pain of sickness. we women gladly endure the pain why cause we do it with love. The love for our futures, husbands our children and our work. Ok maybe not the part bout falling ill.While someguys whom i know are complaining bout their NS. Their muscles ache, they feel the stress and stuff like that.The end results is that they look better and become more capable but women after giving birth gain loads of weight, have a big tummy and flabby arms and leg. See and guys are still complaining . My point of view is that womens pain is worse then men's pain So if women are not complaining why should men.See women are so noble.

Alright that my point of view ok let me express it . If you guys have a better point of view then speak up. I will not say anything cause that your point of view and i will respect it.

On a lighter note,i feel free now.I can breathe better now and i am stronger now.promises are still promises but i will not enforce anything what so ever. so long as you are happy i will be happy and free.

that all for the happy ending i have
ladies who suffer from recent break up stay strong cause one day you will get to pity the guys who did not treasure good girls like you. Plus you will grow emotionally stronger

TOodles
Rachel

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quiz

chin leong wants me to do this quiz
1.What age do you wish to get married?
22-28

2.What do you want to do now?
study till i get all A1 for o levels

3.What is the dumbest thing you have done in your life?
i dun noe like being a hardcore nose digger?(raina's claim) but of course the dumbest thing i did was to write a differentiated question's answer wrongly ( of course this is how smart i am ) duh!

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
no( thou shall not stare at perfect people)

5.Any dreams?
Deja vu dreams can

6.Do you believe in eternity love?
Forever love
Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱... i guess so for agape and philleo

7.What are you afraid to lose?
my voice( so i can irritate clement MUHAHAHA)

8.If you meet someone that you love,would you confess to him/her?
what happen if love went wrong after you confess. will it work. i won't until i very sure

9.List three good point of the person who tagged you.
good to bully(omae wa baka des)
he likes girls(duh)
a very good guy ... so girls who are interested in grabbing such a good guy pls contact me.
first come first serve

10.What are the requirements for my other half?
a lot la. love me , love my family,love god. play music ,cook, telepathy with me accept me ,likes to exercise( so can run to lose to weight)
plus point: taller, good looking ,know wat to say when i am sad. a good aura. and must be able to seduce me without anything more than a kiss ,older, mature ,understanding oh ya and 6 credit cards(raina's requirements not mine)

11.Type of people you hate.
people with no tinge of honesty, people who will repeat questions consecutively , people who backstab (on my lower end of hate coz sometimes i backstab, c'mon i am human la)people who pretend to get another's attention ( SICK) and pedophile

12.Do you cherish everyone of your friend?
people who are worth cherishing will be cherish for those who are not. you may come and go

13.Do you believe in god?
yes duh he help me so much

14.What do you think the most important thing in your life is?
god, family and my daily needs

15. Do you need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i dun mind but dun have oso ok

16.What kind of friends do you hope to be in their eyes?
the high-end people and people who see my innerself

17.if you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
my fat full body. into a hot body( c'mon which girl does not want to look good)

18.What is your wish for now?
to score 8 points for o levels

19.Do you believe in fate?
does fate believe that there is me? maybe

20.Are there any ugly woman?
no only lazy woman( too lazy to run that why)

instruction:remove 1 question and add in your own personal question. make a total of 20 question. tagged 8 friends then notify then through their tag board.list the tagged people out. whoever does the quiz will be blessed.

1. raina lim
2.brenna
3. yan jun
4. dhana
5. ziyang
6.sherry
7.emily
8.cyril
whoever that reads this just do it and notify me ok

ok that all. chin leong happy now

TOodles
Rachel

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say that i love you
is not the words that i want to hear from you

this song just keeps ringing in my head.it all aida's fault she sang that song for east view idol prize giving. then that song is all stuck in my head. anyway my throat is coarse cause i got a throat infection. that explain my voiceless self on Friday. last year it happen too. i had a fever for 2 days i took an mc today. why is this happening to me.

anyway my sa1 are coming , my o levels Chinese are coming soon. anyone wanna accompany me to go study.i dun like studying alone.

i gotta go revise on my work.

what happens when your heart double cross your mind and you are in a mix feeling

TOodles
Rachel

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hi bloggie

yesterday i went fo ahmad ibrahim secondary school's concert.their chines orchestra is incredible.they have a really unique conductor. his hair is really long for a guy, a really hip conductor. then the songs they played were really awesome.

anyway my good friend ling yue is in that school's orchestra. she ask me to go so i agreed to go see see.i wanted to support her too. i like the dance for the first song it is like a star catching song. so nice. then they have a skit to narrate the concert. cool eh.the thing that awe me was their finale.they had both their band and orchestra playing the same song. long de chuan ren. dragon descendants . they even had a saxophone solo. it is so cool la. went i heard then play i really was tearing. their school band and co seem so united. but ours is not. i hope the school band and co can be united. come on. everyone plays music. just the sound type that is different. it is the music with 12 keys written in a different format that all.i don't know wat the big fuss is all bout.

anyway i only have one pic

ling yue and me

now i have to go get the scores from ling yue.

TOodles
Rachel

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hi bloggie

there something i don't like and our general topic for today is guys.let start here.anyway this is inspired by wei xin
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHO are jerks and players
I DON'T LIKE GUYS THAT sweet talk girls at every opportunity they have
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHEN they do not show respect to a lady
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHOM walk off a relationship when he has enough fun
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHO act innocence
I DON'T LIKE GUYS THAT try to act like know it all
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHEN they try to date more then one girl at a time
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHOM break a girls heart on purpose

at the rate i am blogging bout guys whom i don't like , i think i am gonna end up as a lesbian


I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that like to act cute or dumb
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS with skanky attitudes
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that throw themselves to any guy
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that back stab each other in the dark
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that will do anything just to get guys

ok now i am weird. i don't like girls too. gosh wat on earth do i actually like then

I DON'T LIKE FOOD like yam
I DON'T LIKE FOOD that contain meat from weird animals other than fish , chicken, beef and pork

i think that all i don't like bout food. now it is my turn bout things around me

I DON'T LIKE fatS on me
I DON'T LIKE people who are skinnier than me
I DON'T LIKE people who are older than me( in the same year)

i think that all i can think of. anyway today was speech day rehearsal and i had to conduct again. missed the cue from zhen hao. super embarrassing but i still pulled through. tomorrow having physics test. i need wisdom from the lord to do physic,i only barely just pass. i won't scored well for physics somehow.

anyway i gotta go study.

i need to hide
i need to run
i need to sort this life out

days passing by
i am not doing anything bout it

i don't care bout friends that take you for granted
i don't give a damn bout pretenders

i need wings to take me far
where windmills run
and flowers bloom

a field of peace and serenity
there i will stay

the simple life is all i need
not something complex


anyway after the video mr goh show us today, i am determine to source for new methods of energy

FYI i love chen xin yi

TOodles
Rachel

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hi bloggie

my memory flash back to this place


this place was not a often visit but i enjoyed the view there. plus you were there.i might have gotten partially over you but my feeling are the same. i try to concentrate on my other aspect in life. yet occasionally i will still miss you. i guess it is no use just saying sorry. i re read that message you send in a rage. sorry was not a cure nether is running.facing problems will solve it. sometimes a feeling of renaissances of the past comes back.

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

TOodles
Rachel

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hi bloggie



this is a stall at dunman market. it is at the first floor of the market that the fish soup stall is at.Dunman market is also famous for their prawn mee on the second floor.this fish soup stall was newly revamp by qiang tan da xing dong. the lady boss who had no skill in cooking when thru lesson and now she can cook fish soup well. my sister ate the misso fish soup.only one word was used to describe it. Lovely. the fish was fresh and the soup was tasty. i had a mee sua . It was rather ordinary nothing much special. The fish soup at the Dunman market is a must try

TOodles
Rachel

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hi bloggie

ok something random that i would like to talk bout. i was watching heartlanders on the bus. tv mobile really has some good shows that i enjoy. this episode was on a old man who actually sexually assault little girls that are bout 6-10 years old. he tried to use soft toys on this little girl to follow her home and he taught piano and then tried to rape a little girl through that.

sometimes i think it is really sick. pedophiles, i really hate them la. prey on little kids . seriously pedophiles are really horrible people.they are horny yet they can't express themselves with out paying so they go find little girls, barely even 16 man. i remember this doctor in the show that said

"nowadays molsters look normal that you can no longer tell who they are, we must educate our children on how to deal with strangers"

then i remembered how my parents actually told me to be wary of stranger that come talk to you and try to give you things and do not follow them, stuff like that to protect me. i use to be very shy to even actually respond to strangers.but now i am better toward people whom i don't know.i am really thankful to my parents who taught me this things.

my parents have really been good although i treat mum really horrible and take her for granted.

TOodles
Rachel

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hi bloggie

actually i got not much to post bout la. just that recently have been getting a bit dizzy. i think it is really due to the bad blood flow. i hate it la. actually it is not a medical condition but it happens quite often.anyway i have been stress. Chinese o levels are coming and i seem to not be doing anything.arg i hate myself for being so horrible and not discipline.anyway that all i guess so. have a happy weekend everyone

TOodles
Rachel

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well recently i got back into the anime fetish. yes i have i fell in love with the anime. Raina bought back this new anime call otomen.A otomen is a men with woman hobbies and liking, i think it is really sweet that otomen like girls's manga, they cook and saw stuff.However i still hope that otomen have their manly side too. anyway it has been at least 4 years that i have been reading manga. Of course it was introduced by Raina. so my first is Fruit basket. I was an avid follower of Fruit basket.After that was DNAngel,although i did not read the manga but i watch the anime.then later was absolute boyfriend. that manga was super sweet.i love it.another anime was prince of tennis. Then later i read love remedy, the dr yamato is fatastic. perfume Extract was another awesome and interesting manga. although it did not involve much romance.

Anyway my post today is about Anime boys.all along i always had a fetish for anime boys.

this was my first Crazy. Yuki sohma. he looks kinda girly but yet i some how like him for his tall and lean structure.He was also well verse in martial arts and somehow really man.He is not a otomen though and he is from fruit basket.


Kyo sohma is yuki's cousin. he is too well verse in marital arts. and he is quite man too. in the end he end up with the female lead.he is from fruit basket

this is kaito dark he is somehow daisuke niwa's other side..he is also quite a charming guy.oh, he is from DNangel

Night tenjo. he is the perfect and absolute boyfriend. a super charming character. the true blue absolute boyfriend .seriously, he is boyfriend material. coming from how he treats the main lead
.yes if he is real i would want him as my boyfriend.oh he comes from absolute boyfriend.

oh i love remedy is about the fantastic doctor yamato that is really handsome doctor. he is like tezuka kunimitzu . the nerdy kind of boys. somehow my kind of favourite kind of anime boys.

Tezuka kunimitzu he is the really cool leader of seigaku. anyway he does not posses much of the boyfriend traits but come on he looks good

this is the guy who act as tezuka in the dream lives.he is mix blood cool right. but he is still japanese. yup

anyway my favourite kind of anime boys are those that look nerdy nerdy one la.if all reality boys are like this . i think i would be in trouble.anyway be contended with singapore guys.these guys on my post today are all eye candy la

TOodles
Rachel
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ok finally something i wanna rants bout, my topic is girls. Ok now some insensitive soul will think i am lesbian. whatever shit yoou guys wanna think. Girls enemies are not guys but themself. seriously i think girls who hate other girls are true girls.So therefore Girls true enemies is other girls.

ok now to my topic. Have you guys ever met girls who are super smart.Those that get really high for their test and exams.However when they hang out with guys, they lower their brain till they are super dumb.Then they start asking question like

Guy with group of friends
Guy:oh this week i was doing my biking routine when i suddenly actually skied.
Girl : oh really( giving a dumb look) how do you skied on a bike
Guy i actually brake too fast in time and my bike skied, with the high pitch sound made by the wheels due to friction.
Girl:oh what is a bike i never seen one before( for god sake she has seen one before)
Guy: ok then back to his conversation with the group(thinking: god this girl is dumb)

a easier one to relate to is
Guy: oh i do air rifling in my school
Girl : what is air rifling
Guy: it is a place where you use guns to shoot at target cards
Girl: what i rifle? what is a Target card? can i eat it? ( giving a really dumb look)
Guy: ok a rifle is something which you use to shoot and a target card is something that you aim to shoot with the rifle.(this girl is dumb)

ya see some girls are from like really prestige schools and they act dumb just to get guys attention(well not all that act dumb are from prestige schools).i think it is really revolting watch these girls in action.seriously i don't understand why these girls just can't be themself in front of guys.i think guys only like girls who are themself. if guys like dumb girls, this guys must be really dumb too.ok i, Rachel lim , vow to not act dumb in front of guys.if i really dun noe i will ask , like maths and science , i really dun understand some question. then i am sorry but i have to ask dun i . just to get the answers to understand the question. and i seriuosly dun understand dialect la . so i really must know what i means right. if i get jokes a bit slow then that is just me. anyway i dun go to prestige schools so i am not smart lor. so i must ask if i dun understand, it is not call acting dumb. ok this post and topic is not directed at anyone. if you feel the shoe fits then good luck la. anyway there is a quiz for guys to do.pls do this so i can understand the rational on what kinda girls guys like.



anyway that my post and rant of the day. guys pls do my quiz. CPC if you see this you can laugh your ass out.

TOodles
Rachel
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somehow everyone of the relationships i know seems to fall out .Mine was no exception ( other than the one with xinyi) too. If being young we can't handle relationship and make them last longer than 3 months.How are we gonna handle the future relationships and even life after wedding.I am to be truthful quite afraid of a relationship.Yes every girl wants a guy to love her with all his heart and stuff like that but seriously in life is there even happy endings.I am sick and tired of seeing people i know get hurt in a relationship.Seriously what do guys think girls are? Somebody whom you can play with either physically, emotionally or both.It is not fun la. Women go through so much in life and they really do it with both heart and soul.

Women's pain: First they have to go through periods, which every women can vow that there is pain due to muscle cramps then later, when she meet a guy, he breaks her heart, being very emotional creatures we naturally cry over it and not once, twice but many times.That's another pain then when in comes to the breaking of membrane after marriage(scientifically speaking, my science knowledge)it should hurt(i think). Then comes labour pain ,my mum having to push me out was hurting like crazy .Then Raina lim with the triangle head is even worse.How bout giving birth 7 times.My ah ma did lor. Then What bout the bad times you have in a marriage who suffers most, women.As women age , menopause starts so does the estrogens in the body, the ones that has been protecting us all along , goes away when menopauses comes.Then women have to suffer from breast cancer, ovarian cancer and what bout osteoporosis and high blood pressure.My Grandmother had to suffer from the therapy that came her way. See and we are not counting the unhappy marriages and horrible work.i know that men do go through the horrible heartbreaks ,unhappy marriages,sucky work and the cancers and pain of sickness. we women gladly endure the pain why cause we do it with love. The love for our futures, husbands our children and our work. Ok maybe not the part bout falling ill.While someguys whom i know are complaining bout their NS. Their muscles ache, they feel the stress and stuff like that.The end results is that they look better and become more capable but women after giving birth gain loads of weight, have a big tummy and flabby arms and leg. See and guys are still complaining . My point of view is that womens pain is worse then men's pain So if women are not complaining why should men.See women are so noble.

Alright that my point of view ok let me express it . If you guys have a better point of view then speak up. I will not say anything cause that your point of view and i will respect it.

On a lighter note,i feel free now.I can breathe better now and i am stronger now.promises are still promises but i will not enforce anything what so ever. so long as you are happy i will be happy and free.

that all for the happy ending i have
ladies who suffer from recent break up stay strong cause one day you will get to pity the guys who did not treasure good girls like you. Plus you will grow emotionally stronger

TOodles
Rachel
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quiz

chin leong wants me to do this quiz
1.What age do you wish to get married?
22-28

2.What do you want to do now?
study till i get all A1 for o levels

3.What is the dumbest thing you have done in your life?
i dun noe like being a hardcore nose digger?(raina's claim) but of course the dumbest thing i did was to write a differentiated question's answer wrongly ( of course this is how smart i am ) duh!

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
no( thou shall not stare at perfect people)

5.Any dreams?
Deja vu dreams can

6.Do you believe in eternity love?
Forever love
Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱... i guess so for agape and philleo

7.What are you afraid to lose?
my voice( so i can irritate clement MUHAHAHA)

8.If you meet someone that you love,would you confess to him/her?
what happen if love went wrong after you confess. will it work. i won't until i very sure

9.List three good point of the person who tagged you.
good to bully(omae wa baka des)
he likes girls(duh)
a very good guy ... so girls who are interested in grabbing such a good guy pls contact me.
first come first serve

10.What are the requirements for my other half?
a lot la. love me , love my family,love god. play music ,cook, telepathy with me accept me ,likes to exercise( so can run to lose to weight)
plus point: taller, good looking ,know wat to say when i am sad. a good aura. and must be able to seduce me without anything more than a kiss ,older, mature ,understanding oh ya and 6 credit cards(raina's requirements not mine)

11.Type of people you hate.
people with no tinge of honesty, people who will repeat questions consecutively , people who backstab (on my lower end of hate coz sometimes i backstab, c'mon i am human la)people who pretend to get another's attention ( SICK) and pedophile

12.Do you cherish everyone of your friend?
people who are worth cherishing will be cherish for those who are not. you may come and go

13.Do you believe in god?
yes duh he help me so much

14.What do you think the most important thing in your life is?
god, family and my daily needs

15. Do you need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i dun mind but dun have oso ok

16.What kind of friends do you hope to be in their eyes?
the high-end people and people who see my innerself

17.if you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
my fat full body. into a hot body( c'mon which girl does not want to look good)

18.What is your wish for now?
to score 8 points for o levels

19.Do you believe in fate?
does fate believe that there is me? maybe

20.Are there any ugly woman?
no only lazy woman( too lazy to run that why)

instruction:remove 1 question and add in your own personal question. make a total of 20 question. tagged 8 friends then notify then through their tag board.list the tagged people out. whoever does the quiz will be blessed.

1. raina lim
2.brenna
3. yan jun
4. dhana
5. ziyang
6.sherry
7.emily
8.cyril
whoever that reads this just do it and notify me ok

ok that all. chin leong happy now

TOodles
Rachel
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say that i love you
is not the words that i want to hear from you

this song just keeps ringing in my head.it all aida's fault she sang that song for east view idol prize giving. then that song is all stuck in my head. anyway my throat is coarse cause i got a throat infection. that explain my voiceless self on Friday. last year it happen too. i had a fever for 2 days i took an mc today. why is this happening to me.

anyway my sa1 are coming , my o levels Chinese are coming soon. anyone wanna accompany me to go study.i dun like studying alone.

i gotta go revise on my work.

what happens when your heart double cross your mind and you are in a mix feeling

TOodles
Rachel
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hi bloggie

yesterday i went fo ahmad ibrahim secondary school's concert.their chines orchestra is incredible.they have a really unique conductor. his hair is really long for a guy, a really hip conductor. then the songs they played were really awesome.

anyway my good friend ling yue is in that school's orchestra. she ask me to go so i agreed to go see see.i wanted to support her too. i like the dance for the first song it is like a star catching song. so nice. then they have a skit to narrate the concert. cool eh.the thing that awe me was their finale.they had both their band and orchestra playing the same song. long de chuan ren. dragon descendants . they even had a saxophone solo. it is so cool la. went i heard then play i really was tearing. their school band and co seem so united. but ours is not. i hope the school band and co can be united. come on. everyone plays music. just the sound type that is different. it is the music with 12 keys written in a different format that all.i don't know wat the big fuss is all bout.

anyway i only have one pic

ling yue and me

now i have to go get the scores from ling yue.

TOodles
Rachel
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hi bloggie

there something i don't like and our general topic for today is guys.let start here.anyway this is inspired by wei xin
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHO are jerks and players
I DON'T LIKE GUYS THAT sweet talk girls at every opportunity they have
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHEN they do not show respect to a lady
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHOM walk off a relationship when he has enough fun
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHO act innocence
I DON'T LIKE GUYS THAT try to act like know it all
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHEN they try to date more then one girl at a time
I DON'T LIKE GUYS WHOM break a girls heart on purpose

at the rate i am blogging bout guys whom i don't like , i think i am gonna end up as a lesbian


I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that like to act cute or dumb
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS with skanky attitudes
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that throw themselves to any guy
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that back stab each other in the dark
I DON'T LIKE GIRLS that will do anything just to get guys

ok now i am weird. i don't like girls too. gosh wat on earth do i actually like then

I DON'T LIKE FOOD like yam
I DON'T LIKE FOOD that contain meat from weird animals other than fish , chicken, beef and pork

i think that all i don't like bout food. now it is my turn bout things around me

I DON'T LIKE fatS on me
I DON'T LIKE people who are skinnier than me
I DON'T LIKE people who are older than me( in the same year)

i think that all i can think of. anyway today was speech day rehearsal and i had to conduct again. missed the cue from zhen hao. super embarrassing but i still pulled through. tomorrow having physics test. i need wisdom from the lord to do physic,i only barely just pass. i won't scored well for physics somehow.

anyway i gotta go study.

i need to hide
i need to run
i need to sort this life out

days passing by
i am not doing anything bout it

i don't care bout friends that take you for granted
i don't give a damn bout pretenders

i need wings to take me far
where windmills run
and flowers bloom

a field of peace and serenity
there i will stay

the simple life is all i need
not something complex


anyway after the video mr goh show us today, i am determine to source for new methods of energy

FYI i love chen xin yi

TOodles
Rachel
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hi bloggie

my memory flash back to this place


this place was not a often visit but i enjoyed the view there. plus you were there.i might have gotten partially over you but my feeling are the same. i try to concentrate on my other aspect in life. yet occasionally i will still miss you. i guess it is no use just saying sorry. i re read that message you send in a rage. sorry was not a cure nether is running.facing problems will solve it. sometimes a feeling of renaissances of the past comes back.

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

TOodles
Rachel
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hi bloggie



this is a stall at dunman market. it is at the first floor of the market that the fish soup stall is at.Dunman market is also famous for their prawn mee on the second floor.this fish soup stall was newly revamp by qiang tan da xing dong. the lady boss who had no skill in cooking when thru lesson and now she can cook fish soup well. my sister ate the misso fish soup.only one word was used to describe it. Lovely. the fish was fresh and the soup was tasty. i had a mee sua . It was rather ordinary nothing much special. The fish soup at the Dunman market is a must try

TOodles
Rachel
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hi bloggie

ok something random that i would like to talk bout. i was watching heartlanders on the bus. tv mobile really has some good shows that i enjoy. this episode was on a old man who actually sexually assault little girls that are bout 6-10 years old. he tried to use soft toys on this little girl to follow her home and he taught piano and then tried to rape a little girl through that.

sometimes i think it is really sick. pedophiles, i really hate them la. prey on little kids . seriously pedophiles are really horrible people.they are horny yet they can't express themselves with out paying so they go find little girls, barely even 16 man. i remember this doctor in the show that said

"nowadays molsters look normal that you can no longer tell who they are, we must educate our children on how to deal with strangers"

then i remembered how my parents actually told me to be wary of stranger that come talk to you and try to give you things and do not follow them, stuff like that to protect me. i use to be very shy to even actually respond to strangers.but now i am better toward people whom i don't know.i am really thankful to my parents who taught me this things.

my parents have really been good although i treat mum really horrible and take her for granted.

TOodles
Rachel
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hi bloggie

actually i got not much to post bout la. just that recently have been getting a bit dizzy. i think it is really due to the bad blood flow. i hate it la. actually it is not a medical condition but it happens quite often.anyway i have been stress. Chinese o levels are coming and i seem to not be doing anything.arg i hate myself for being so horrible and not discipline.anyway that all i guess so. have a happy weekend everyone

TOodles
Rachel
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Rachel
I am a little bit of everything, I am never in balance because I desire for the extreme choices all the time.I go along with my mood and do what I want to do. I cry when I am upset, scream when I am pissed, basically my emotions rule over my mood and my reactions, I maybe loud and crazy but I am not good with people and I sometimes hurt them. Even though I maybe blunt and crazy now. One thing is for sure, I am keep changing. -That's me

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