Thursday, November 13, 2008 // 7:13 PM
oh my, it is been a long time since i actually talk bout this,i feel FAT. i dunnoe, no matter how much i try, i dun lose weight. so irritated.Today got suan by a number of people bout my hair, they say i look like i just wake up. At first, i could tolerate it, but then after that got suan more, i felt like i can't take it, i felt it was insulting, i dunnoe is it my fault or theirs. it is me being sensitive, or just them getting overboard making me feel insecure bout myself, anyway i never really think i was secure bout my looks, i never felt happy bout myself, doing so much trying to make myself feel better each time, everytime someone makes me feel insecure.I don't even feel like talking to them, i think tomorrow i would just act like nothing happen, but if it happens, i think i would be more careful.
haven i like done this s many times, nvm i shall just do the top part cause the bottom part i do before
Q1. The person who tagged you was?
xinyi
Q2. Your relationship with her?
my girlfriend haha
Q3. Your 5 impression of her?
caring, kind,tolerant of people,appreciate her friends,loves me for me
Q4. The most memorable thing she has done for you?
hmm wrote me many letters, and loads of stuff
Q5. If she becomes your lover, you would...
love her like nuts
Q6. If she becomes your lover, she needs to improve on?
not being too over caring,
Q7. If she becomes your enemy, you would...
tie her in a sack, then throw her to africa to join magadescar 2 in their wtering hole haha( can join alex the lion in dancing)
Q8. If she becomes your enemy, she needs to improve on?
her dancing cause she joining alex in his dancing
Q9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?
cause she can't dance?
Q10. The most desired thing you want for her to be?
to be happy and not hve any worries
Q11. Your overall impression of her?
she is someone i can trust and tell things to
Q12. How do you think others will think of you?
i am fat, i dunnoe , ask the others la
Q13. The characters you love about yourself?
i am a typical female Chuavanist who think that women can do as well as man
Q14. The characters you hate about yourself?
sometimes i doubt myself and god
Q15. The most ideal person you wanna be?
i dunnoe. leonardo da vinci, female version
Q16. For people that care & love you, what would you wanna say to them?
thanks all this time for tolerating me and beliving in me
i think that all la,i m gonna do a post o count my blessing , thanks everyone.
TOodles
Rachel
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