i am suffocating in here, sick and tired of the stuff that are thrown at me, my day was horrible, firstly, i ask linky and lenny out to go study like 2 days ago, lenny was ok, but linky can't decide, make me so piss and upset la, 2 days to decide leh , they can't decide and their indecissiveness makes me really mad, i hate it la. wanna go, go dun want, dun bother, next time i dun wanna be the nice person doing all the planning and when i plan you dun like it , voice it out, but if you got no where nice to suggest then just stick with my opinion, i am so over and done with this people , freaking upset la.

next my parents,they just keep pushing me , i can't take it, needa breathe, i know they do this for my good but then i hurts me alot, my dad keeps nagging at me, plus my little sis is like an ah lian la, she talk like the whole world owes her stuff, i dun like it , i dun wanna talk to people who are like that. I wanna lock myself in my room, i wanna cry badly, i can't take it, i wanna bawl to xinyi cause she always listens to me, i wanna rant to xinyi.

i am just so upset la, i need air, i need to be Rachel for myself, not Rachel for everyone else

TOodles
Rachel

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well i am here to talk /rant bout prom. wei xin went through pains to get prom and many are actually unhappy bout the fact that prom is held in zouk.i dun mind it anywhere, however think bout it, firstly, people complain that the school dun wanna give us prom, so we whine like nuts,and soon we all got prom thanks to wei xin, everyone is happy, however, when people hear it is at zouk, some can't go why, for reasons i dunnoe why. but then i just feel that people should be more grateful and go.Give your support.

Wei xin, dun give up on prom, think of the people that you are gonna disappoint. People who hope that there will be prom, lets not bother bout people who are ungrateful out what you have done.

THIS POST IS NOT DIRECTED TO ANYONE

thanks

TOodles
Rachel

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i am in a rather high mood i would say, today xinyi told a very lame joke that donkey wanted to smack her. i laugh like nuts, after school went to tell that lame joke to linky,lenny and ramdan, all hear until sianz, then i got scolded by them la, so later i told them the moral of the story and all gave me a lame look, haha made them freaking piss.Alright wanna hear my lame joke ask me ok.



this quite a long pic ago

anyway go do my stuff

TOodles
Rachel

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alright today 2 events happen, ICC with coke and my family dinner, ICC was alright, saw some interesting animals and then talk to my mum's boss wife, she is a nice person to talk. Then later i found a small Tyre . then later went to visit my grandparent's niche. when Tm to eat and wait for raina, then went for family dinner . sit and laugh and i ate 5 unagi.



this is a bird that i saw in lim chu kang

pod of a mangrove plant

Dragonfly







my mum's boss and wife with our family


my tired face




mao xiang playing with the menu that look like a fan

me acting cute haha( hilarious)

we were eating unagi




tori karage


mao jie acting retarded

Retarding



we drank beer?




my uncle and mao xiang

curtain close


TOodles
Rachel

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i was reading a book i use michelle's kino vouchers to buy, The art of french kissing, it is a really nice book. it is actually a romance novel and i feel that it is quite a nice story, all bout this girl whose fiance broke up with her, she move to paris , stayed with a roomate who became her business partner , her business partner has a weird thing bout dating french men and then dumping them affter a first date, a learning that these french men so very good kissing. this girl also had a job as a PR to look after a french rock star who constantly got himself into trouble, so it is a adventure this girl had in paris, the city of lights.

haha i wanna go travel europe,see the whole of europe, walk down the streets of london carefreely, go up Eiffel tower and walk down around the river side, watch the light sky in paris,walk in the rich history of Rome in italy, enjoy the spainish culture and many more, that is one of my dream..

alright over all this book is very nice, my few favourites, added to my list.

alright had church, today's cell kept me pondering , bout my christian life. Got to lead a more radical chiristian life.hmmm today i just felt lost and all, i felt so pressure by my results from my prelims, i felt i lost, i did not know what to do bout my O levels,i dun even know where to go, i just felt like crying out to god.I needed to cry so badly, i needed a solution. i pray this time willl go off asap.

That all for this night

TOodles
Rachel

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ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, i am back le ok, i did not die due to excitement and happiness of my birthday , i will post my birthday presents soon and thank everyone alright, anyway my week has been bad cause i have not bee doing well for my prelims, the only thing i was happy bout is my english which i did better, i still fail a maths , e maths have not improve, physic and chem too,physics still fail la, dunnoe what to do, now have to redo my Amaths exam papers, i will try to blog soon, so sorry


TOodles
Rachel

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ben , claudia and me


me and mentor

look at justins mouth

my cell girls


lio and raina playing Basket ball



the dance by our church girls




my century egg porridge

me and my "wife"



super duddettes

the nike run

today's photos

that us( i am the one in the center)


that patrick i am hugging is my present from xinyi and lenny





i play acoustic?

a happy xy camming in the toilet



linky like sleeping like that



nish and lenny

linky on drums

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i am suffocating in here, sick and tired of the stuff that are thrown at me, my day was horrible, firstly, i ask linky and lenny out to go study like 2 days ago, lenny was ok, but linky can't decide, make me so piss and upset la, 2 days to decide leh , they can't decide and their indecissiveness makes me really mad, i hate it la. wanna go, go dun want, dun bother, next time i dun wanna be the nice person doing all the planning and when i plan you dun like it , voice it out, but if you got no where nice to suggest then just stick with my opinion, i am so over and done with this people , freaking upset la.

next my parents,they just keep pushing me , i can't take it, needa breathe, i know they do this for my good but then i hurts me alot, my dad keeps nagging at me, plus my little sis is like an ah lian la, she talk like the whole world owes her stuff, i dun like it , i dun wanna talk to people who are like that. I wanna lock myself in my room, i wanna cry badly, i can't take it, i wanna bawl to xinyi cause she always listens to me, i wanna rant to xinyi.

i am just so upset la, i need air, i need to be Rachel for myself, not Rachel for everyone else

TOodles
Rachel
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-------------

well i am here to talk /rant bout prom. wei xin went through pains to get prom and many are actually unhappy bout the fact that prom is held in zouk.i dun mind it anywhere, however think bout it, firstly, people complain that the school dun wanna give us prom, so we whine like nuts,and soon we all got prom thanks to wei xin, everyone is happy, however, when people hear it is at zouk, some can't go why, for reasons i dunnoe why. but then i just feel that people should be more grateful and go.Give your support.

Wei xin, dun give up on prom, think of the people that you are gonna disappoint. People who hope that there will be prom, lets not bother bout people who are ungrateful out what you have done.

THIS POST IS NOT DIRECTED TO ANYONE

thanks

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

i am in a rather high mood i would say, today xinyi told a very lame joke that donkey wanted to smack her. i laugh like nuts, after school went to tell that lame joke to linky,lenny and ramdan, all hear until sianz, then i got scolded by them la, so later i told them the moral of the story and all gave me a lame look, haha made them freaking piss.Alright wanna hear my lame joke ask me ok.



this quite a long pic ago

anyway go do my stuff

TOodles
Rachel
-------------

alright today 2 events happen, ICC with coke and my family dinner, ICC was alright, saw some interesting animals and then talk to my mum's boss wife, she is a nice person to talk. Then later i found a small Tyre . then later went to visit my grandparent's niche. when Tm to eat and wait for raina, then went for family dinner . sit and laugh and i ate 5 unagi.



this is a bird that i saw in lim chu kang

pod of a mangrove plant

Dragonfly







my mum's boss and wife with our family


my tired face




mao xiang playing with the menu that look like a fan

me acting cute haha( hilarious)

we were eating unagi




tori karage


mao jie acting retarded

Retarding



we drank beer?




my uncle and mao xiang

curtain close


TOodles
Rachel
-------------


i was reading a book i use michelle's kino vouchers to buy, The art of french kissing, it is a really nice book. it is actually a romance novel and i feel that it is quite a nice story, all bout this girl whose fiance broke up with her, she move to paris , stayed with a roomate who became her business partner , her business partner has a weird thing bout dating french men and then dumping them affter a first date, a learning that these french men so very good kissing. this girl also had a job as a PR to look after a french rock star who constantly got himself into trouble, so it is a adventure this girl had in paris, the city of lights.

haha i wanna go travel europe,see the whole of europe, walk down the streets of london carefreely, go up Eiffel tower and walk down around the river side, watch the light sky in paris,walk in the rich history of Rome in italy, enjoy the spainish culture and many more, that is one of my dream..

alright over all this book is very nice, my few favourites, added to my list.

alright had church, today's cell kept me pondering , bout my christian life. Got to lead a more radical chiristian life.hmmm today i just felt lost and all, i felt so pressure by my results from my prelims, i felt i lost, i did not know what to do bout my O levels,i dun even know where to go, i just felt like crying out to god.I needed to cry so badly, i needed a solution. i pray this time willl go off asap.

That all for this night

TOodles
Rachel
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ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, i am back le ok, i did not die due to excitement and happiness of my birthday , i will post my birthday presents soon and thank everyone alright, anyway my week has been bad cause i have not bee doing well for my prelims, the only thing i was happy bout is my english which i did better, i still fail a maths , e maths have not improve, physic and chem too,physics still fail la, dunnoe what to do, now have to redo my Amaths exam papers, i will try to blog soon, so sorry


TOodles
Rachel
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ben , claudia and me


me and mentor

look at justins mouth

my cell girls


lio and raina playing Basket ball



the dance by our church girls




my century egg porridge

me and my "wife"



super duddettes

the nike run

today's photos

that us( i am the one in the center)


that patrick i am hugging is my present from xinyi and lenny





i play acoustic?

a happy xy camming in the toilet



linky like sleeping like that



nish and lenny

linky on drums
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Rachel
I am a little bit of everything, I am never in balance because I desire for the extreme choices all the time.I go along with my mood and do what I want to do. I cry when I am upset, scream when I am pissed, basically my emotions rule over my mood and my reactions, I maybe loud and crazy but I am not good with people and I sometimes hurt them. Even though I maybe blunt and crazy now. One thing is for sure, I am keep changing. -That's me

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